My Son

17

The younger started shakily taking off his robe. He let it fall down his shoulders and started crying. Hyunwoo helped him out of the rest of his clothes and into the tub. "S-Stay." Kihyun whimpered out. The older nodded and sat down on the edge of the side.

"I-I'm so broken." The younger sobbed. He held his knees and hid his face. "Hey don't say that." Hyunwoo said softly. "I'm a grown man who is scared to be left alone and I have to have help going places. When you got shot you didn't even realize, you were fine." 

"Kihyun I was raised like that. I know you know my parents didn't have ordinary jobs and you know I don't either. You've seen my scars." The older sighed. He held onto the youngers hand. "I have scars as well and I'm barely holding on."

"We'll talk about things later. Right now you should just focus on bathing and getting clean." Kihyun nodded and asked for a wash rag. "C-Could you h-help. My arms and legs hurt so much." He sighed. Hyunwoo nodded and started washing the younger.

"Your pinks fading. We should redye it." "No." Kihyun snapped. The older stopped talking and continued washing. "H-He said he l-liked the pink." The younger wrapped his arms around his exposed skin. "I understand. We can dye it another color then. How about red."

The younger nodded and smiled. He gasped after a while and grabbed the olders arm. "S-Sorry. I have to get your legs. You should do it." He handed Kihyun the rag and backed up looking at the ground. "You just startled me is all." He quickly washed his legs and stomach then set the rag down on the side.

"I'm done." He said and tried standing up but fell instantly. Hyunwoo rushed to help him out of the tub and into the towel. Drying him off the best he could and putting the robe on him first. Then his boxers. "I'll bring you into the room and then drain the tub and clean up."

"N-No I don't wanna be alone. Not even for a second please." The younger begged. Hyunwoo nodded and quickly cleaned up. Then went into the room with the younger and set him on the bed. "Lay down with me." He asked.

Hyunwoo nodded and awkwardly laid down. He didn't know what to do. "C-Can I lay on you." Kihyun asked. The older nodded again. He quickly moved and put his head on the olders chest and his hand on his stomach. "Thank you." He mumbled.

"For what." The older asked. "Everything. I should probably hate you since you're the reason why I'm here, but if it wasn't for you Changkyun wouldn't be here and I'd be alone." "I'm gonna catch him and when I do I'll kill him for hurting you. I'll kill everyone that hurt you." Hyunwoo snapped.

"If you do that. Then you'd be no different from them. Don't be those monsters who kill people because they can or want to." Kihyun had a point but the older had already killed before. He'd killed for his parents and sometimes his own money gain.

There was a knock on the door making them both jump. Kihyun a bit more. "I brought food. The doctor said Kihyun should eat these the most so I made them." Hyungwon entered the room and set the food down on the side table.

"Good he's taking care of you. Now feed him, he's probably starving." The younger demanded. Hyunwoo nodded and sat up grabbing some food. "I'll beat the shit out of him and feed him to Yeontan for what he did to you." 

"Hyungwon I'm alright. You should go and hangout with Hoseok hyung." "Rest well and get better very soon." Hyungwon left the room after giving Kihyun a hug and kiss on top of his head. "You should eat something." Hyunwoo suggested.

The younger agreed and took as many bites as he could. After a few seconds he started feeling sick to his stomach. He held his hand over his mouth. "Bathroom." He demanded. "What." Hyunwoo asked.

"B-Bathroom. Now." He said again. Hyunwoo rushed him to the bathroom and he almost didn't make it to the toilet. He instantly puked. "G-Go get Hyungwon." He gasped. Then puked again. Hyunwoo left to find the younger.

"Hyung are you okay. Tell me what happened." The younger asked. Kihyun shook his head. "I-I don't know. One second I was eating the next I had to puke." "But you haven't puked since..." "Since Changkyun." Kihyun sighed. 

"That's impossible. The symptoms for him didn't start till after a few months. Right?" Hyungwon questioned. He sat down on the tub and rubbed his face. "Before Hyunwoo showed up at the cafe. Yoochan visited." Kihyun sniffled. Hyungwon looked up at his best friend.

"H-He said it was the last time he was gonna ask for money or sex. He said he wasn't gonna hurt Changkyun if I did it with him." "That's why you always asked to leave work early." Hyungwon sighed. Kihyun nodded and looked down in shame.

"You should have told me." "I-I couldn't he said not to. Besides it's too late now. I can't have another kid. Especially if it's a rapist's child." Kihyun sniffled. He turned back to the toilet like he was gonna throw up again but didn't and flushed.

Hyungwon helped the older up to the sink to wash his mouth. "It could just be a flook. The chances of guys having kids are very low-" "Yet I still had Changkyun." Kihyun interrupted. "It would be explaining my mood changes these past months."

"I'll have Hyunwoo call the doctor and have him check up on you but we should just keep this between us for now until we know for sure." The older agreed and wiped his mouth off. "Hyunwoo can't find out at all." Kihyun gasped.

"I won't tell anyone. I'll see if the doctor can be here today. In the next 30 minutes or so." Kihyun nodded and they went back into the room. What they didn't know was someone had been listening to their conversation the whole time.