My Son

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Hoseok sighed and got dressed. "You shouldn't come I can handle it myself. Nothing is gonna happen." Knowing he was only there for business. A house party he was going to, to find whatever he needed. Besides this person told them they had info on a lead. "I don't want some skanky girl trying to get in your pants." Hyungwon growled. Hoseok laughed at that. He turned around and wrapped his hands around the tallers waist. Kissing him passionately. "If you're right we'll do whatever you want there." He motioned towards the bed. Hyungwon smirked. "But if I win....hmm well, you'll see." "Fine." The younger smiled. "How about a quicky before we go." Hoseok chuckled and shook his head. "I just finished getting dressed. Chae Hyungwon what am I going to do with you." "Most importantly what are you gonna do to me." Hoseok growled seductivly at that. "You asked for it." With that he connected their lips and messily took each others clothes off.

Now it was time for the party. Hoseok agreed to take Hyungwon. They went together but lost each other in the crowd of people. Hoseok successfully made it where he was supposed to. Knocking on the door someone opened it. The smell of drugs lingered in the air, he hated it. "I came here for one reason. Give me the folder." He wanted to be in and out. Find Hyungwon and enjoy the rest of their night. "Lighten up a bit. Here take these." He was handed a pill. "The fuck is this." Hoseok sighed about to throw it on the floor. "Take it or you won't find out who they are." Hoseok growled in anger and asked for water. Quickly he chugged and took the pill. "They call it Mucuna Pruriens. I'll leave you alone if you need anything just ask I'll be right outside. As always I got you." The man whistled and a group of girls walked in.

"I told you. I found someone already. These kind of gestures aren't wanted. I-I'm gonna h-h-head ou-." Instanly he stummbled onto a bed being pushed by one of the girls. "Folders right here on this table." Hoseok couldn't feel his body. Didn't have the strength to get up and stop them yet he felt everything they did. "S-Stop. I-I have a b-boy...."

Hyungwon heard a sudden thud from upstairs. Quickly he found the stairs and went up. Finding a group of guys guarding the door trying to look normal. "Let me in." Hyungwon snapped. They were startled at such a thin young guy demanding things. "Get lost." One scoffed. "Wonho short muscular and blue hair. Now let me in." "Wow, wow what's going on aren't we supposed to enjoy the party." Hyungwon rolled his eyes and crossed his arms. "Let me in that damn room. Wonho is my boyfriend and I have every right to see what's going on in there. We came here on business. Business is over now let me in." The men stood their guard. Then Hyungwon had enough. He pulled a gun out of the back of his pants. "Move." "Do it you won't." The leader smirked. Hyungwon pulled the trigger shooting the floor. Luckily the music downstairs was too loud to hear. They moved out the way and Hyungwon walked in.

Shooting the gun in the air. He saw strands of clothes on the bed and a group of women. "Get the fuck out now." He yelled. They hurriedly got everything and left putting on clothes as they left. Hyungwon shut the door and made sure nobody could enter. Instantly he started shaking and dropped the gun. "H-Hoseokie." He sniffled and walked up to the bed. The older tried not to cry but he couldn't help himself. He hated who he was and was disgusted. Hoseok felt like throwing up and used all his energy to turn to the side of the bed. Puking. Hyungwon tried to comfort him but uneasy whimpers came from his voice whenever the younger touched him. "P-Please don't t-touch...m" He didn't have to finish for Hyungwon to back up. He never had been assulted but Kihyun had been so many times he learned how to handle it.

Hoseok was different then anyone else. He held onto his emotions and when he was hurt he expressed it for a while. Until he was no longer sad. This would stay with him forever. "Hoseok we need to go. Can you stand." The older didn't know if he could. Still he couldn't feel his body. He didn't even know half of what had just happened. "I'm gonna help you out of here okay. Trust me on this." Hyungwon hoped he'd let him. Hoseok nodded slowly and tried to get up. Quickly they put his shirt back on and fixed his pants. "We just got to get through the crowd of people. You ready." Hoseok tried to clear his throat. Feeling the need to vomit again. "Th-The folder. P-Please w-we.....need it." Quickly Hyungwon grabbed the folder on the table and they left the house.

Hyungwon opened the car door and put Hoseok inside shutting it quickly. He rushed into the drivers seat and sped off. As soon as they were half way home Hyungwon stopped the car, unbuckled his seat and went into the back. "Hoseok. Look at me." The younger pleaded. Hoseok tried but he couldn't. He shouldn't have ever come but he had to know. "I-I." He could still feel those womens hands on him, all of him. He gaged and Hyungwon grabbed a loose bag from the back. The older held his mouth and sighed. He felt a bit more in control of things. "W-Wonnie I-I" Hyungwon shushed him and hugged him tight. Hoseok hugged him even tighter and cried. It wasn't the first time he saw the older cry but it wasn't the 5th time. He rarly show'd this type of emotion. "You're alright. I got you. Let it out Hoseok." The older sobbed and sobbed. It broke Hyungwons heart to see this. To know and to watch what hsppened.

"I-I love you s-so much Wonnie." Hyungwon nodded and held his boyfriend. "I know, I know. J-Just focus on yourself. Steady your breathing. Absolutely do not worry about me. Okay? right now is about you." After a few hours it had gotten dark. Hoseok fell asleep in Hyungwons arms. Something that had happened only a few times before. "I'm sorry Bunny. I failed at protecting Kihyun and I failed at keeping you from...." He silently sobbed. Knowing they shouldn't have gone. The younger had grown tired and grabbed the spaire blankets from the side. Carefully he pulled the seats forward creating enough room in the trunk. Making Hoseok comfortable next to Hyungwon. "Try and dream happy dreams. Even if its hard. Think of us in a house together with kids. Happy." He thought about kissing the olders head. Instead he tucked him in and held his hand. Hoping this nightmare would be over by the morning.

Hyungwon hadn't slept that night. He was tired and on alert. Incase someone came to see why a car was parked in the ditch. "N-No." He heard Hoseok mumble. He was gasping for air as if something was blocking the air flow. "Hoseok wake up." The olders eyes shot open and he relaxed. Eyes closing due to tiredness. "W-Wonnie what time is it." Hoseok mumbled. He turned to his side but it was more restricting then usual. He rubbed his eyes and opened them. Seeing the side of inside the car? He turned onto his back and saw the roof. The hell are they....oh. He sat up and sighed. Turning to Hyungwon and held his hands. "I'm glad nothing happened to you. Let's go home." He smiled, well tried to at least.

Hyungwon stayed in the back while Hoseok got out of the trunk. He curled up into a ball and sniffled. "I guess you won." He sighed and rubbed his arm. "I should have been with you." "I-I don't know what happened fully its all a blur. We'll talk later but for now...maybe we could get home. I really got to shower." "C-Can I-I have a hug or a k-kiss." He asked silently it was selfish of him to want to be touched by his lover. The gap between them by the day before made him feel distant. Hoseok grabbed Hyungwon by the back of his neck and passionately kissed him.

"Never be afraid to ask small things from me. What happened...I-I can't explain or form the right words. I'll try on the way home." Hyungwon nodded and looked down. "I'm gonna stop at a convenient store for gas. Do you want anything." Hoseok sighed and thought for a moment. "Maybe some ramen." Hyungwon smiled at this. "Why do I ever ask." He got out of the car and went around to the front. Hoseok was on the other side and they went off. Hoseok stared out the window trying to fully recall what happened. Having to replay what happened wasn't his favorite thing in the world.