My Son

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Jinyoung quickly put the needle in Hyunwoo and went back to his spot. "He's too weak for electric shock. I'm gonna kick start his heart with adrenaline. He'll feel pain and lots of it but he will be breathing. Finish stitching him up." Jinyoung demanded. He grabbed another needle and aimed for Kihyuns heart. He counted to 3 before stabbing Kihyun. Pressing down and letting the adrenaline kick in.

He listened for a heart beat. Anything but all he got was nothing. "I'm gonna have to try CPR. Jackson how much longer until you're done." A few seconds later Jackson said. "Now." That was Jinyoungs queue to start. So he put his hands together and pumped on the youngers chest. Next opened his mouth, held his nose and breathed out. Then repeated everything he did.

The monitor soon started beeping normally. Signaling that the patient was breathing. Yet Kihyun wasn't moving. Hyunwoo sat in terror. He didn't know what to do. Three and a half was already taken from him. Of course he felt dizzy but Kihyun was definitely much more important. A cough and gasp was heard around the room. It was from Kihyun.

He sat up but instantly laid back down. "Kihyun I'm so glad you're okay." The younger started crying. "H-Hyunwoo make the-the pain....stop." He begged. Soon enough he passed out. The heart monitor was normal. He was almost back to enough blood in his body to start healing his wound. "I wrapped the wound. Jinyoung and I will give you time alone. Also to make sure he has enough blood in his body." They left quickly.

Probably to clean themselves up and get rid of the blood stained on their skin and clothes. "I wish I never left to america, or gone to that stupid bakery. If we'd never met you'd never be here in this situation." Hyunwoo closed his eyes letting his tears fall. He felt the needle being taken out of his arm and looked up. Kihyun was trying to reach his but failed. "Y-You need the blood." Kihyun didnt listen. He tried his best to get the needle out.

"Yah stop." Hyunwoo yelled. He kept yelling at him to stop but he kept messing with things. Soon he began to shake badly. "Jackson." The older called. Two people instantly rushed in and stuck a needle in his arm. "Must have been the adrenaline rush. I'm sorry you had to see that Hyunwoo." Jinhyoung apologized. "I thought he could take it but the adrenaline was too much." He was gonna put another needle in the younger but Hyunwoo stopped him.

"N-No more medicine. Please. Just let him rest." He begged. Jackson nodded and put away any type of needle visible. "We'll leave you alone. He has enough blood now to recover on his own. A room will be made for him. Someone must clean up though." Hyunwoo agreed. "I will do it now. So he is able to rest longer." Jackson nodded once again and left.

Hyunwoo got up and moved a strand of hair from Kihyuns face. He hated how the younger looked. Deep grey eye bags, blood everywhere, but what hurt him the most was how lifeless his body looked. He hated it so much. "Hyung I can clean him if you need a minute to yourself." The older looked over and saw Hoseok. He was surprised to see him standing. "I'm fine. You need to rest-" "So do you." The younger interrupted.

"Jackson told me what happened. No one especially you should ever have to see that. Changkyun wants Kihyun and he will stop at nothing to try and get to him. He even gave Jaebum a black eye." Hyunwoo chuckled at this. "He'll stop at nothing to get his way. Just like his mother." It wasn't weird for him to call Kihyun Changkyuns mother. It came so natural to him. He depended on it.

On Kihyun, always being there for his family. Like his mother. Hyunwoo was very close to her. Even if he never liked to talk about it. "Hyung go. I've got it. Changkyun needs you. We all do." Hoseok begged. He needed the older to leave. He shouldn't see the love of his life bleed out and get stitched in front of him. Let alone freak out like he just had because of an adrenaline rush. "Fine. I'll go to Changkyun. Jackson said he will set up a room for Kihyun. When he does get me immediately."

Hoseok nodded and let his friend leave. He looked at Kihyun but all he could see was a dead body. The amount of blood and how pale his skin was. The one thing that made him different from the dead was, that he was breathing. His chest raised and fell. "Okay Kihyun lets get you cleaned up."

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As Hyunwoo walked to Changkyuns room he saw Jaebum bleeding from his nose. "What happened to you." He asked. "Are you sure that kid isn't the son of satan." The older was confused but chuckled. "I know he doesn't get it from me." "S-So that's all Kihyun when he's mad. Technically that would be half Kihyun since you're extremely calm." Jaebum sighed.

There was a loud bang and a scream of anger. They rushed in and saw another man on the ground, Changkyun on the bed sitting with his arms crossed. "I want eomma." He demanded. "Um I thought you said he was satan's kid. This isn't bad." Jaebums mouth was agape and he was found dumbfounded. "I'm never having kids." He said and walked away.

Hyunwoo shut the door behind him and sat on the bed. "I want eomma." The toddler said again. He was furious and strong for a 4 year old. "Have I ever told you where I met your mother." Hyunwoo asked. Changkyun shook his head. "You see I was leaving from a bakery. I was gonna meet up with some friends from school. Your mother was rollerblading at the same time I was walking. You know what happened?"

Changkyun shook his head. Calming down at the small story. "We bumped into each other and fell. He scraped his knee and I dropped my stuff." The toddler gasped making Hyunwoo chuckle. "He apologized like crazy. I told him it was just fine, but you know your mother." He paused. "Did he keep saying sorry." Changkyun giggled. Hyunwoo nodded and ruffed his hair. "You know what happened after that." The younger shook his head.

"Well your mom gave me her number and later on it was history from then on." The older humed in response. "Is grandpa a bad man. I hear you and eomma talk about him. He's mean and v-viol...let?"

Hyunwoo took a deep breath. "Violent yes h-" "I got mad because I couldn't see eomma. Am I gonna be like him when I grow up." The toddler was about to cry. He sniffled and his lip started trembling. "Hey, hey, hey. You wont end up like him. When I was your age and got mad I did the same thing. You just have to learn how to control your anger like I did." The toddler nodded.

"But appa you're never mad." Hyunwoo sighed and shrugged. "There was a time when I was always mad. But when I met Kihyun, everything changed. You see how you hurt that man over there and my friend that came in here with me." He asked. The toddler looked down and nodded. "I realized that I didnt want to do that to your mother. So whenever I started getting mad I took deep breaths and reminded myself of all the things and people I'd hurt." The younger looked down in shame.

He knew his anger was a problem. How much of a mistake he was. Even if he was 4 he had a brain. He knew mostly what was right and wrong. He knew his eomma should be an appa. He knew how much him coming into the world messed up Kihyuns life, and he knew how much of a mistake he was. "If I was never here would eomma be happy. Would he live a better life." Hyunwoos eyes widened at this.

"Ani. You are his li-" "Appa! I'm a mistake." Changkyun blurted out. He cried hard and sobbed. Hyunwoo picked him up and hugged him. "I...was...never...s-supposed to-to be here." The older took a deep breath. "It is true. Kihyun should have lived a happy life. You were no part of our plan, but things change. You are our plan now. You are the only thing that keeps Kihyun happy."

The toddler shook his head. He couldn't speak instead just sobbed. "Kihyun and I are hoping to have a big family. You were step one Changkyun. Your mother and I didn't know where to start. Thanks to you we do know." Hyunwoo smiled at this. It did mean the start of things. Sure timing will always be wrong. The place will always be wrong. But the feeling will always be right.

"Thank you Changkyun for being our miracle."

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not my best chapter but it'll do