My Son

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It was the second month when they all finally moved. Hoseok having to go to a party for work before week one was over. It ended tragically and he decided to not tell anyone. Have Hyungwon promise to not tell anyone himself. Seeing as it was Hoseoks story to tell he kept quiet. They went on as if nothing happened just how Hoseok wanted. He slept all day now. Avoiding talking to Hyungwon. The younger sat on the bed and always read. Watching over making sure nothing happened. "N-No stop....h-have a.... boyfriend." He could barely hear it but Hyungwon was always heartbroken at this. The first thing Hoseok had done was said how sorry he was. Hyungwon knew he wouldn't ever cheat on him. "D-Don't....touch." He moved around uncomfortably.

Hyungwon had read somewhere that if you soothed someone with nightmares they could beat whatever was scaring them or atleast let them know they were safe and that it was just a dream. So he did just that. Tried to sooth him with comforting words every time. "Hyungwon." Hoseok gasped and sat up. The younger sat frozen. He couldn't help him. He was useless. "W-Wonnie." Hoseok mumbled. He was all sweaty and out of breath. "I-I'm okay really. J-Just a dream." "A dream that lasts every night and every day." Hyungwon sighed. He didn't want to seem needy. Always being the comforted one. "W-We can talk about it now." Hyungwon shook his head lightly and reasured Hoseok with a smile. "I know it's hard to talk about bunny. Just remember I'm right here. I wont ever let you out of my sight again."

The older sighed in annoyance and had a pouty face. There was always a childish side of Hoseok. "I'm supposed to be the one supporting you, comforting you, soothing you, making you feel safe." Hyungwon nodded if only it could go back to that. "Nothing will go back to normal soon. It'll be hard but one day we can be like our old selves. You hungry? or need anything to eat." The older shook his head. Hoseok tried to hold the youngers hand but he moved it away pretending to do something else. "Why won't you let me touch you." Hoseok asked. He noticed it a few days ago. Hyungwon always avoided a hug or an attempted kiss. "Is it because of me. That I didn't stop them. Because they are woman." Hyungwon shook his head and looked down. "Ani." He sighed.

"I-I don't want them to be in your vision whenever I touch you. Hold your hand, or even k-kiss you." Hyungwon blushed at his own confession. Hoseok pulled the younger into a deep passionate kiss. Grabbing the back of Hyungwons hair. "Wonnie I'm not broken." Hoseok mumbled between the kiss. "Yes I was taken advantage of. Yes I got hurt but so help me god the only person I'm thinking of right now is you. Your lips on mine. Your hand on my chest." He moved the youngers lengthy hand to his muscular chest on top of his heart. "The dream I had wasn't me getting hurt. It was you. The thought of you being in a situation like that. The thought of loosing all of you because of some skanky women." Hyungwon sniffled at Hoseoks response. "I love you so much Hoseok." He choked out and hugged the older. Hoseok fell on his back and hugged Hyungwon back.

How they loved each other so much. "C-Can I say something quickly." Hyungwon asked. Hoseok nodded still wrapped around Hyungwon. "I-Its kind of funny but not. Considering the situation." Hoseok sighed. "Dark humor to drown out the depression. Definitely the way to go. Shoot I'm all ears." Hyungwon tried to keep a straight face. "W-Well...you kind of threw up at the thought of women touching you. W-Weren't you like....a playboy or a womanizer before you met me." Hoseok busted out laughing. "Yahhh are you praising yourself for me not liking women. Your cock is just so good the thought of someone else." He fake gagged and flipped them over. "A-Ani~" Hyungwon giggled. "One things for sure I don't recall you dominating me ever." "I-I've been on top before." Hyungwon blushed and tried looking away.

Hoseok shook his head and leaned in to his ear. "You road me into next week sweetie that's still a sub." Hyungwon blushed harder. He mumbled very quietly so Hoseok couldn't hear it. Luckily he did. "Let me take care of that." He smirked. Before he could do anything the door bell rang. "I swear to god. Whoever it is better have a good reason. You stay right here I'll be right back." Hoseok sighed and kissed Hyungwons neck. The younger whined and complained but let him go. As soon as Hoseok left Hyungwon ruffled his hair and tried to see if he had to change or put something on. Deodorant? No. A mint or teeth brushed? No. Did he gain any weight recently? No, well maybe. He'll have to take a closer look later. What if Hoseok doesn't like it. Quickly he got off the bed and went to the bathroom. Making sure he looked alright.

Stepping on the weigher he looked down and sighed in relief. He lost a few more pounds. Thank god he hadn't gained any. Hoseok. Shouldn't he be back by now. Who's at the door. "You liked it admit it." Hyungwon heard a man yell and he jumped. Whoever that was, was too loud. "Hoseok who is that." Hyungwon asked walking out of the room. There was a strange man in the living room. "Hyungwon right?" The man asked. He looked familiar. From the party. The one he shot. "Why are you here." Hyungwon snapped. He walked up but Hoseok held him back. "So it is true. The king of getting any woman he wanted turned gay. How is that." Hoseok hated who he was. Regretting all the things he'd done with woman. Sex should be meaningful to both partners not just getting info.

He sighed and looked at the man. "I grew up. I no longer want to play with guns, or kill, anything like that. My life has changed. You should to, find someone nice and settle down. Have a family." Yoosung scoffed at this. "A family. You know that was ripped from me since day one." He held a gun out making Hyungwons grip on Hoseoks arm tighter. "I was born in the system you know this. My parents were foster kids and so was I. Without your help I got a lead on my mother. Now I can help you find happiness. I can get you whatever you want but, you need to lower the gun. You're scaring him." The man held the gun shakily. This was why he was here. To kill Hoseok...or maybe.... "You honestly think I'm that stupid. Chae Hyungwon a model, an idol. Yet he picked you."

The younger was confused. What did he mean by this. "K-Kim Yoosung." He turned to look at Hyungwon. "Surprised." The younger held tighter onto Hoseok. "Y-You....killed her for no reason. You caused that car crash for no reason." The man scoffed. "She bullied yo-" "So did everyone else in school." The gun was held higher and Hyungwon took the opportunity to move Hoseok behind him. Pulling a gun out himself. "Hyungwon do-" A gun went off making Hoseok pull the younger to the floor. Hoping he didn't get shot. Sadly he did. Luckily it was just his arm. He screamed in pain and dropped the gun when Hoseok pulled him down. Another shot fired and Yoosung fell to the ground. It hit his leg. Today was once again another mess.