My Son

19

Kihyun woke up screaming and covered in sweat. "Babe that's the 5th nightmare this week." Hyunwoo mumbled worriedly. "S-Sorry." He sighed. The older wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled him close. "Stress isn't good for the baby. The doctor said if we want it to be born healthy then you have to stop having those dreams." "The baby." Kihyun questioned. "I'm still shocked as much as you are. Teen pregnancies aren't always bad. Besides you have me to protect you and our little miracle."

Kihyun woke up gasping for air. He quickly pinched himself making sure he wasn't in another dream. "Kihyun you alright." Hyunwoo asked tiredly. His voice a bit raspy. "Bad dream." The younger answered. The older reached for the lamp and turned it on. Instantly Kihyun squinted at the sudden bright light.

Hyunwoo rubbed his eyes and stretched. "Go back to sleep you don't need to turn it on." Kihyun sighed. "Well if you're having a bad dream I wanna know that you're alright." The older said softly. "Do you need anything. A snack or something to drink." "Some water would be nice." He said quietly.

The older nodded and got up from the bed. Heading out of the room and to the kitchen. "Is everything okay." Minhyuk asked. "Ah Minhyuk what are you doing awake." "I-I heard Kihyun scream. Couldn't really sleep. You." The younger asked rubbing his arm.

The older nodded. "He had a nightmare. I'm getting him some water. He'll probably have them for a while." "Thank you for letting me stay here. I know having all these people in one house is a lot." Minhyuk thanked. "You're one of my best friends from high school. It's a pleasure having you here."

The younger chuckled at those words. "It's been a very long time indeed. But can you not tell them that I'm struggling with Monbebe's." The older nodded again. "The doctor came earlier is everything okay." Hyunwoo shook his head.

"Y-You don't have to tell me." The younger frowned. Hyunwoo knowing Minhyuk would want to know everything and would probably ask Kihyun and saved him from the trauma. "Kihyun was...it's gonna be weird saying this but he was pregnant. With my child again."

He twittled with his fingers as the younger gasped. "So he's pregnant again." "Ani...that bastard killed it." He started to tear up and almost started crying. "I'm so sorry hyung." Minhyuk walked up and rubbed his back. "I didn't know you guys got back together when you got him from Monbebe's."

"W-We didn't. When you and Jooheon took Changkyun for a few days. The 4 of us had a lot of drinks. I don't remember a thing. I'd never force him to have sex with me ever. I regret drinking so much those few days. But Kihyun thinks we did have... sex and that's how it happened. It all adds up so it has to be true."

"If there's anything I can do. Ask and I'll be there." "Thank you Minhyuk. I'd better get Kihyun the water before he gets worried." Hyunwoo wiped his eyes quick and grabbed a cup filling it with water. "Try and sleep. You need your rest for work tomorrow."

He went upstairs and saw the younger biting his nails. "Sorry it took me so long." The older faked a smile and handed him the water. "It's okay." He held the water and took a big gulp. Then set it on the desk. "Are you feeling a little better."

The younger nodded and smiled a little holding his stomach. "Is something wrong." The older asked. "Ani. I just remembered when I was pregnant with Changkyun. Despite it being mostly in a hospital it was fun. The look on everyone's faces at school. My mom made me go every day till I had him."

"What did she say about him." Hyunwoo sat back down on the bed wanting to hear more. "She didn't believe me at first. No one did. They all thought I had just gotten fat. I had gotten pregnant on your graduation night right before you left if you wanted to know." Kihyun smirked.

"The day I brought back photos of him. Everyone called me a freak and stayed far away from me. Even the teachers. I was glad at first because of how anti-social I was, but then it got lonely. Hyungwon and Minhyuk were the only ones who treated me the same." Kihyun frowned.

The older grabbed his hands and kissed his knuckles. "Do you think if I hadn't listened to Hoseok and told him all he wanted the baby would still be alive." Kihyun asked. The older looked at his lap and shook his head.

"If anything it was the car crash that killed the baby or made it extremely weak. He just put him or her out of their misery. The younger nodded and patted his tummy. "C-Can we try." He asked. "F-For a baby." Hyunwoo questioned. Kihyun nodded. "I've always wanted a big family."

"I-I don't know. I have a lot of enemies. Yoochan isn't even that bad of one. If anything he's on the low side of enemies. Just knowing you is dangerous. They'll all come for Changkyun and you. I can't have them coming after more things that are too precious to me." Hyunwoo said sincerely.

"It was just a stupid idea." Kihyun shrugged. He knew it was a dumb idea yet he let himself get lost in it. "No, no, no it's not stupid. It's actually the best idea in the world. Just...not the right time. We're still very young. Don't you wanna see the world and live your life."

"Like I said stupid idea." He laid down and faced away from Hyunwoo. He didn't want to explore the world. It had treated him so badly. Living his life, the only life he had was Changkyun. All he needed was Changkyun and his friends and family. Nothing more and nothing less.

Of course they were young. Super young but that doesn't mean he couldn't start early. The older didn't want to upset the younger more than he already did so he just laid back down and turned off the lamp. He couldn't blame him for thinking such things.

Kihyun was the type of person who wanted a big happy family. Even with their flaws he'd never regret having his children. No matter what happened or who was involved. He was a survivor and didn't let others push him down.

Yet...this one did. One event crushed his entire world. Killed a part of him to be exact and he'd never forget it. Never let it get to him again. This time he was ready and was gonna be prepared for anything.
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