When I Fell For You

Am I Invited?

Kongpob’s P.O.V.

“If I haven’t told you already, you’re a jerk.” M said in disbelief before keeping the bottles over the table while I slumped to the bed.

“No, seriously, I'm writing a note, if I ever get murdered by P'Arthit, Kongpob is wholly responsible for it.” M said, glaring at me.

I just laughed, “He knows what I am playing at… but he still can’t fight me.”

“I seriously don’t know what the hell is happening between you two, but mate, this is no way to use me as a bait.” M sulked.

I laughed, “Do you even care?! I can’t even face him now!” M shouted before throwing one of the bottles to hit me right in the face.

“I have to do this, M… he won’t speak up his feelings until his jealousy is pushed out, so I'll do anything to make him jealous enough until he speaks it out.” I said.

M shook his head, “I don’t know, if I somehow end up doing fifty push ups by the beach, you’re going to be killed.”

It had taken me a long time to get back to my own self, but it had all struck me pretty quickly, I was in love… that may not necessarily mean for me to rejoice but it definitely did not mean to be so utterly sad like I was mourning someone’s death.

Love is not something to be mourned, love is to be celebrated.

Maybe Arthit would take hell longer time, but atleast, I had found my way to get to him… jealousy.

I had to pursue love, to pursue happiness, to pursue him, because I couldn’t imagine myself standing back and letting complications take form that would make everything irreparable, I wanted to clear it out with P' instead of hanging somewhere inbetween.

But I had never thought that it would somehow end up targeting me in a way.

I had hardly expected myself to fall into this intense jealousy when I saw Arthit sitting by the benches, with his guitar, a few of my female classmates surrounding around as he played on his guitar and then…. There was P'Bright, sitting beside him with his arms around his shoulders.

And to top it all of, Arthit was almost shirtless with his flowy shirt rather unbuttoned to show his abs.

I mean… how was I to enjoy the beach when Arthit looking like a full course meal among those hungry people?

Well… now that I was reflecting on, maybe I was the only perverted hungry idiot out there.

But I couldn’t let go off the unpleasant feeling striking at my chest as I stared at him, he was so much engrossed with people around, laughing and enjoying that he had hardly paid attention to my appearance around the group.

I decided to silently sit beside my classmates while he continued to sing and play the guitar, the hazers were pretty much bonding with us, but I still wanted to gain his attention.

I stared at him, I had read somewhere that if you stare at someone long enough, they’re bound to atleast glance your way.

But maybe he was a stone, because he never glanced at my direction even for a second.

I kept an arm around M, this would definitely work.

But instead, I felt my own heart burning a little when P'Bright was wrapping around P'Arthit's  shoulder from behind.

I knew this was not intentional but just a friendly gesture but I couldn’t stop feeling like slapping his arm away and pull Arthit to myself.

Even my arms around M didn’t budge him even for a second.