i'm honestly surprised that he agreed to sit with me and jungkook and i know kookie will have a problem with it but i'm just hoping that he doesn't say anything rude.
kookies already sitting down texting again, i swear he's talking to that person all the time. "hey kook," i say as i sit down next to him.
"hi," he puts his phone down and faces me, "can i speak to you now?"
"yeah, sorry about ealier. what's up?"
he rubs the back of his neck again which just makes me nervous about what he's going to say.
"how did you know that you," he hesitates and looks at his lap before he looks back up at me, "how did you know that you like guys?"
"why do you ask?" i answer looking at him, "do you think you might be into guys?"
jungkooks sighs, "no i like girls, but" he pauses again running a hand throw his hair, "the person from jimins party is a he and well...i really like him, in a more than friend way. i think."
"oh...are you sure?"
he shrugs, "that's why i'm asking you, you're my best friends so i trust you with these things. i've never liked a guy before but this guy is just...different." i honestly wasn't expecting jungkook to want to speak about that when he told me that he needed to speak to me about something but he really seems to be struggling with what he's going through right now.
"the first time i realised i had a crush on a guy," i hope what i say will help him but i don't know if it will, "it just felt right like i knew it wasn't normal but i didn't care because i still liked that person."
"but i don't dislike girls," he pouts in his confusion and i chuckle, "maybe you're bi."
"maybe," he shrugs as he smiles, "but i really like him hyung, whenever he texts me i swear my heart rate speeds up and i've been meeting him after school basically everyday but whenever i'm with him i still have these major butterflies."
his eyes lit up as he spoke about this guy and it makes me happy to see him so happy, "i get that feeling," i say without really thinking and his smile slowly fades, "when you see yoongi do you feel that way? hyung i told you th-"
i cut him off finishing the sentence for him, "that yoongi is bad news and getting involved with him is a bad idea because he's reckless and an alcoholic drug addict." i sigh sadly as i finish the sentence, most people at this school believe that but i know it isn't true.
"exactly," jungkook says with one small nod and at the same time i feel someone move behind me but they walk away before i can see who it is.
"not exactly," i shake my head. i know trying to argue my point across won't work but i try anyways, "you don't know what's happening in his life, i feel like if you got to know him you might see that he's actually a pretty cool person who people just assume the worst about." yoongi hasn't come yet and it's starting to worry me but i try to change the subject of the conversation away from yoongi, "so what's this guys name?"
"taehyung," he says with a wide smile that tells me he definitely likes this guy.
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a/n MERRY (FEW DAYS AFTER) CHRISTMAS HOPE Y'ALL HAD AN AMAZING DAY ❤❤ and for those who don't celebrate celebrate i hope you had a great day as well ❤
also i'm going away until the 3rd so i'll try update but idk if i will be able to :3
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Fanfic"if your purpose is to shoot me down, aim only at me." -------------------------- in which an innocent boy falls for an illegal street fighter. -------------------------- highest ranking #12 in yoonseok #37 in sope