i'll fight for you.[m.y.g × j.h.s] complete ✔

14.

the two sit on the bean bags in hoseoks room each with a bowl of raymen as some music plays in the background but neither of them were really paying attention to it. yoongis high hasn't completed died down so they decided to sit in hoseoks room in case his mom noticed.

"i'm sorry i over reacted," yoongi mumbles starting at the still fill bowl of raymen. he flinches again as he feels hoseok moving closer to him, "i'm sorry that i made it seem like i think so little of you but i promise that i don't."

yoongi blushes but there's a small smile on his face and hoseoks heart melts, he wishes that he could see that smile more. although he was enjoying the calmness around them at the moment he can't help but to be curious, "what did you mean when you said that you didn't have a home to go to?"

"it's...it's a long story," yoongi says pushing the raymen aside and hugging his knees against his chest, "it's honestly the thing that i'm trying the hardest to forget."

hoseok wraps his arms around him letting yoongi rest his head against his shoulder, "it's okay you can tell me when you're ready."

"thank you," yoongi replies with a small yawn. hoseok ruffles the shorter boys already messy hair, "we should get some sleep. you can stay on the bed i'll sleep on the bean bag."

"i can't take your bed," yoongi protests but hoseok keeps insisting that he does so he blushes slightly as he comes up with an idea, "what if we both slept in the bed, it's big enough."

"okay," hoseok blushes and goes over to his cupboard taking out a pair of pyjama pants and an oversized white shirt and tossing them to yoongi, "you can sleep in this it'll be more comfortable."

yoongi smiles shyly taking it and going into the bathroom attached to hoseoks room to change into the pyjamas . hoseoks smiles widely as soon as he closes the door. his crush is actually sleeping at his house, better yet his crush is sleeping in his bed.

yoongi comes out the bathroom and although he is crossing his arms over his chest, probably self conscious about his arms, hoseok still smiles seeing the other in his baggy shirt. he blushes realising that he was staring at him, "um i'm just going to brush my teeth, you can get in the bed so long." he walks past yoongi going in to the bathroom.

yoongi hesitates before getting into the bed and pulling the blanket over himself, it's soft and warm unlike what he usally has to sleep with. he closes his eyes as hoseok comes out of the bathroom.

he smiles at the older boy and gets into the bed behind him blushing as he feels yoongi moving back towards him. hoseok smiles slightly wrapping his arms around the other boy.

unfortunately for yoongi even when he's asleep he doesn't get any peace.

the three year old version of yoongi clapped as his mom laid out the picnic blanket over the green grass. the afternoon sun was warm on their skin as they sat on the blanket, the younger in his moms lap looking up at her. "mama where's dada?" he asked that's when a scary looking man came and pulled the blanket away.

the dream changed and they were all in a dark room. yoongis father standing over him each time he hit the child yoongi cries would grow louder. "stop now, please" his mom cried from the corner of the room. "don't tell me what to do woman!" his father yelled hitting him harder.

the female couldn't take it anymore and jumped in front of the child but she just got hit across the face. the next moments were a blurr of gun shots, screams, blood and the cries of the child sitting by his mothers corpse. "daddy!" the boy cries, "what did you do to mommy?"

the scene changed again and the now seven year old yoongi stood across his father in the kitchen dodging the glass cups being thrown at him, "you're worthless piece of shit!" the older male yelled throwing another glass which yoongi dogded, "why can't you do anything right? i killed her and i'll kill you to if you keep messing up!"

yoongi shook his head as his tears poured down his face. he looked towards the door, about to do something he had been considering doing for a long time. he sprinted out the door limping slightly as he run. he run over into the next town but he didn't stop there, he kept running until he finally found a very small town. he looked around the town until he found a small hole in the wall of an empty grocery store and climbed though it. the place looked abandoned so he figured he could stay there.

"yoongi! yoongi wake up," hoseok shakes the shivering boy. yoongi wakes up quickly moving back from him, "please don't hurt me!"

hoseok frowns speaking in a soft voice, "why would i hurt you?"

yoongi looks around the room taking fast breaths, he wipes the sweat off his forehead and looks back at hoseok, "i...i'm sorry."

"you don't need to be sorry," hoseok says quietly, "i just want you to be okay."

yoongi nods moving closer to him again and accepting the hug hoseok offers him. "we don't need to sleep now," hoseok says holding the other in his arms, "let's get to know each other some more."