My Calorie Diary

Christmas -_-

You have no idea how sorry I am that I haven't recorded everything  that I ate, on Wattpad, everyday recently . But let me sum it up for you . 23rd = Binge , 24th= Binge, 25th= Binge. You know the worst thing about it is that I didn't feel guilty. Not one bit , well yeah I did but still... I thought to myself  " it's Christmas, who cares?" ME! Future you! Jesus, Elizabeth let yourself down again. And again for just blaspheming. Anyways I gorged down all my lollies and everything so that I wouldn't eat it because I told my mum I am going sugar -free and the start of the year. I thought hmmm now I can say " I can't eat that because I'm sugar free," even though I probably could . Usually when I say I can't eat something because Ii am on a diet my mother either says " you are skinny enough," or  something along the lines of 2 this is ridiculous, you are not on a diet."  But this time she said that not just that she would be joining me but my older sister would as well . :0 Plan failed . 

Anyways I will report back to you later .

I have never eaten more in my entire life! I feel like I've eaten 10,000 calories. Which I have not but I'd probably be pretty damn close! Next year I want to give myself the gift of being skinny. What did you get for Christmas this year? I would love to know. I know you didn't ask and you care less than a rat's ass but this is what I got for Christmas :

- A Gym membership from March to December 2019 -  A new pink ,Nike gym bag - Chocolates, god knows why- Lorna jane and nike clothes - Peter Alexander -  lots and lots of socks, so many I could open a sock shop - Skincare products- Gym Bag Esssentials - Lush Products  - Ariana Grande Perfume, Cloud - A painting- And other stuff that you just dont care about

ANYWAYS , feel free to tell me what you got even if you are reading this like 3 years after I published it . Merry Christmas. Happy Holidays. Happy Hanukkah !