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SORRY I HAVE NOT UPDATED IN AWHILE!

Seriously though, I am really sorry . Time is running out and I am getting bigger instead of smaller. AAAAAAAAAAH! Moral of the story, do not get sunburned so you can't exercise and eat out of boredom . Anyways I think I have turned into an insomniac. I can't sleep at night because I get nightmares . So instead I fall asleep at 7 A.M and wake up at 12pm . Sorry to all those insomniacs out there if I am so wrong and I just have a bad sleeping schedule . Anyways I am super stressed out because when school starts I would have stayed up all night and then when 7 A.M  comes I will have to get ready for school. Which of course means I wont be able to sleep during 7 A.M to 12 P.M because I will be at school ,trudging around like a zombie. I mean who knows , what if Ii fall asleep during Science? I don't have time for not paying attention in class! Hell , I don't even have time to eat! I have goals that I need to accomplish and I can not do that sleeping! I have so many goals , they are going to be the death of me but who cares? Certainly not this girl. 

Moving back towards the weight loss topic... my sisters are losing weight . This is bad. I know I am going to sound super shallow , selfish and mean saying this but , I am the skinny one . My sister always tells me that I am not allowed to like travelling because she is the so -called 'travel one,' and my little sister is the gymnastics one but what does that make me ? The skinny one . Even though I have gained TONS of weight , I still am the skinny one and I don't intend to have that title ripped away from me anytime soon.

Sorry this was blunt and brief and had really bad grammar but I have to go. So.. goodbye ! :)

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