Dear Wattpad Journal Thing,
So, I just started crying out of nowhere. Well not nowhere, but I was reading these Titanic Analysis reports about whether Rose died at the end is why she saw Jack again in that wedding/reuniting sequence, and it's response was beautiful and I was thinking about how happy they are, and that the entire movie forshadows the fact that they made all these plans and Jack told her to live her life to the fullest and with all the pictures she did and she died in her bed. It's beautiful, Titanic is like my favorite movie now and always.
Also, I am having trouble breathing, and I'm honestly scared.
It feels like I have to yawn or take a deep breath, every breath I take, but after I get that releif that inhaling so deeply does, It comes right back. Frustrating. Let. ME. Tell. You.
I leave for college in 5 days and I'm scared, and excited. and happy, and sad.
I am feeling a lot so today's update Wattpad.
I'm crying, and I am just going to allow myself to cry.
