The only reason

Chapter 3

PLAY ALL I WANT BY KODALINE IT'S REALLY GREAT TO PLAY AT THE TIME I DUNNO BUT I WAS PLAYING IT WHILE WRITING THIS

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Kacey 

I woke up, everything that happened rushing through me. I remembered that I passed out in the forest. How did I even get here? Where am I? Did someone find me? 

"Kace?" Luke says as he peeked through the door. 

"Luke?"  I asked as he steps inside and I could see him better.

He set up a tray with breakfast, it contained some pancakes milk and some chocolates.

"You know it's bad to eat chocolates in the morning." I chuckled a little

"Yea, but no one will ever know." He smiled 

I ate my food as we made small talk here and there, but for the rest of the time period he just watched me. Like if I did something it would break me. I don't even know why he's doing that and I find it extremely weird and uncomfortable.

"Why are you looking at me?" I blurted out

His eyes widened as he tried to play it cool

"Nothing." 

"Okay then." I said shrugging as I finished eating

PLAY HERE LIKE RIGHT NOW

"Feeling better?" He asked 

"From what?"

"Yesterday's events." 

"I... Don't know" 

"Yes you do Kace."

"I feel drained."

"Let me see your scars." He said as I held my arms out.

He just looked at them, and he started to cry. 

"Luke? Are you mad at me?" I said my eyes starting to water 

"No. It's just that.." 

"What?"

"I shouldve been there for you." He said looking at me with his bloodshot eyes

"It's okay Luke." 

"It's not Kacey." 

"Your busy Luke. That's the reason why I didn't want to tell you." 

"Why?" 

"I.. I'm scared."

"Of what?" 

"Losing you." I said truthfully. 

And I meant it. I never wanted to lose him. 

"Neither do I." He said as he hugged me and I sobbed on his chest.

"Never do it again please." He said 

"I can't promise you." 

"Yes you can." 

"But if I do, I'll just do it over again." 

"Please?" 

"No Luke. I can't." I said standing up about to leave but he caught my wrists

holding onto it lightly. 

"Don't leave me." He said as he grabbed me and hugged me as he was sitting on the 

Edge of the bed as he hugged me by the waist. 

"Luke, let's go down okay?"

"Stop crying please? You'll make me cry." I added 

He sniffled and hugged me once more again, I sat down beside him wiping his tears. 

"Stop okay? I'll stop. But I can't promise you." 

"It's okay. Just don't do it again. If you ever need someone I'm here okay?" 

I smiled. We stood up, him carrying the tray and the plate

while I carried the glass and some wrappers. 

The door opened to reveal Michael. He was caught, he was listening to us. to our conversation.

"What are you doing?" I asked as I went up to him.

"Nothing." He shrugged but I wasnt that kind of person to let something go.

"Nothing really? Why were you listening to us?"

"Because.."

"Thats not a proper reason."

"BecauseIwasjelous." He said it quickly but I caught every word.

"Why would you be?" I said as I huffed.

He was about to speak but Luke beat him to it.

"Let it go Kacey." He says as he grabs my forearm leading me downstairs.

I was surprised as I found Ashton and Calum on the sofa. Oh no.

"KACEY!" They both said simultaneously.

"You should've told us." They groaned standing up, grabbing my wrists as I dtopped the glass.

Causing it to shatter on the floor.

"Shit." I said as I picked up some glass that ended up cutting my finger.

I winced and kept picking it up, Ashton held me and made me stop as Calum put the shards of glass away.

"Kacey." Ashton groaned as he made me sit on the stairs.

"You dumbass." I hear Ashton murmur

"Fuck you Ashton." I say slapping his head.

"What was that for?"

"For calling me a dumbass you fucker!" I said my voice raising as I stomped my way back to my room.

Making sure I locked the door, I went to the bathroom and cleaned my cuts.

I was used to them already, but I dont like it when it still has blood on it.

Yeah, very picky.

I sat on the little window place as I looked out from it, the sun is shining and people look so happy.

As for me I look misrable, hell I probably look like a zombie.

Alot of drama has started already, I dont even know what to do anymore. Its best if I was deas by now my parents would probably care about me. Nah I take that back, they wouldnt care for a dime, how fucking lucky I am right? Why wasnt I just a normal girl with a normal family. I couldve been like that but no. Ever since that day, I was happy before but everything just ruined it. And I hated every single bit of it.

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Short chapter :( anyways, theres probably more sad chapters but Ill try not to make it too emotional. lmfao anyways hoped you likeedd dont forget to vote :)