The only reason

Chapter 4

Kacey

»»flashback»»

It was sunday morning, my mom and I were waiting for my dad to arrive. He was coming home from work and he said that he would take us out for dinner.

Me being the little helpless seven year old that I am, I wasnt very well aware of the things around me. All I wanted to do was spend time with my parents.

My dad finally got home, but he wasnt just home he was with a girl. My mom just stood there

"Who's this?" She asked

"Jane I--"

"You know what? Fuck you. Were gonna get divorsed okay." She spat at him as he did something before my very eyes.

He punched my mom in the stomach, repeatedly as the girl just laughed and I cried.

I was useless I just sat there crying. I wish I could've helped my mom but I was so scared.

««end of flashback««

I woke up, sweating and out of breath. I can't believe I remembered it again.

Ever since that day, my mom started to drink, going out to clubs and leaving me alone. She would bring home random guys that treat her badly in the end.

As I grew up, I learned how to take care of myself, my mom would start to abuse me for nothing. But anyways she settled down again with Joe. I thought he was nice but I guess not, they were the same. His true colors showed over time as I just sat there letting them abuse me.

At school I was always bullied, I never had friends, I would always be alone. Then the boys came and they changed my life, but even so they dropped out and started their own career while I was left misrable yet again.

I hated it, I always get left and alone and it's killing me inside. I'm lucky I'm not crazy right now.

I got out of bed fixed it and realized that I should take a bath, but then I remembered I didnt have any clothes here.

Shit, maybe I should go back home..

I went to my door unlocked it and quietly went downstairs, as I was nearing the end four pairs of eyes were on me.

Damn it.

"Where are you going?" Asked Luke

"Home??" I said, well sort of

"You can't." Michael stated in a duh tone

"I don't have clothes here. and my phone." I said raising my eyebrow

"We covered that up." Ashton said

What?

"Yup we did, we got you clothes. Well not us it was my mom" Luke explained

"But we got you your phone!" Calum exclaimed

"And something you can, I dunno like.." Michael started

"Something to keep you busy." Calum finished, as they handed me an Iphone5s and Rainbow Loom bands (because why not?! lmfao)

"Seriously? I can't--"

"Yes you can. No buts." Michael said sticking his tongue out and chooing me. 

I rolled my eyes as I look at the clothes they got me, some of them were their style that they just

girly - fied and some were normal and they got me underwear, Liz probably got those for me.

I grabbed some clothes and went in the shower, I cleansed my body and as I finished 

I wrapped a towel around my body and got in some clean underwear, I put on deodorant and lotion as I grabbed black studded high waisted shorts that I paired with a grey Nirvana shirt and some black vans and I stepped outsidem grabbing my new phone that apperently has all their numbers in it. 

"KACEEY!" They screamed 

"What?" I asked as I reached downstairs as they all looked at me. 

"Do I have something on my face or??" I said trying to get something away from my face.

"Nah." Ashton said as he shook his head. 

I rolled my eyes yet again as I sat in a little bean bag chair.

"So what are we gonna do today?" 

"Were going to the amusement park!" Luke said as he jumped up and down

"Yay!" I said with fake excitement 

I heared the car beeped as we all piled up outside and then we got seated inside the car. 

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As we got there they put on their shades and we walked out normally, but as time passed we got swarmed by a thousand paparazzi and screaming fangirls.

Luke held me close to him as we tried to go back to the car. so much for a happy day in the amusement park.

"Are you okay?" Luke asked as I turned and flashed him a smile.

"Yea."

"I'm so sorry this had to happen."

"No, I understand. It's fine." I said as we reached the car as he helped me get inside and we drove back to his place.

"Sometimes I wish I could go back to those times where, we could hang out normally."

I thought as I sighed and leaned my head against the window, watching everything pass in a blur.

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I finally finished this -.- sorry I had alot of things to do and Im currently obssesed on watching Sword Art Online, its a anime and I got hooked so yea. If youre not intrested in watching comment if I should do a book based on it. It can be teen fiction or fanfiction :))  

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