Welcome to the world of Leeyah and Chris where nothing last forever and everything is temporary, even your emotions. Will the odds be in their favor or will their love perish against all the things trying to keep them apart?
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"You ready?" I asked her soon as she woke up from hibernation. She was still a bit hung over and I knew she had no clue what I was talking about.
"Ready for what?"
"You know what I'm talkin' bout.." I nudged her.
"Chris my head is killing me, please just tell me whatcha talking about?" She was still lying in bed with the covers over her head.
"Last night you said you wanted a baby.." She shot up quickly. "I'm just tryna find out if you ready to put in the work!"
"I never said that!"
"Yeah you did.."
"No I didn't.."
"We can go back and forward all day Leeyah but we won't so just answer the question.." We both sighed.
"I do want a baby, just not now.." She said.
"Why'd you say you want it now?" I really wanted to know.
"Because Chris, I don't know!" She huffed. "I was drunk and some of my sober thoughts came out!"
"Talk to me.."
"I want a fucking baby Chris!" She yelled loud enough for the whole house to hear. "You happy?"
"No, now you mad at me.."
"I'm not mad at you.." She sighed. "This is just a really touchy subject for me, okay?" I nodded and laid down on my side of the bed. "Chris?"
"Hmm?"
"I love you.." She whispered.
"Love you too.." I said pulling her close to me and eventually falling back to sleep.
Carmen
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I sat in my dorm and cried my heart out every day. How could my boyfriend, the love of my life be dead right now? It was all Leeyah and her nigga fault. Everything was her fault and I hated that bitch.
Today was the day I had to say my goodbyes and I wasn't ready but I know I'd never be. How much more fucked up could my life get? I looked myself over again and left to begin the first of many more worst days to come..
***
The funeral was now over and everyone had left but me. I stood over his casket and just cried like a big fucking baby. I then looked down at my belly and began crying harder. I'm five months pregnant with a dead man's child..
I wasn't even showing much yet but I would start soon, and I had no one to turn to. Santana's parents loved me like their own but I can't keep crying on their shoulders.
"I'm sorry baby.." I cried. "I love you so damn much.." I dried my eyes with the napkin when I felt someone coming up to me from behind.
"You okay?" I heard Santana's mom voice.
"No.." I told her honestly. "I'm five months pregnant.." She didn't look surprised at all.
"I already knew that.." She told me. "No Sanny didn't tell me, he didn't have to. I know a pregnant woman when I see one.."
"I hope you don't hate me.." I told her.
"Of course I don't.." She smiled. "This is the only part of my son that I have left; that child will be spoiled!"
I was so happy to hear I had their blessing; just wish my baby was still here..
Leeyah
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*One year later*
"Workout time ladies!" I yelled to the team and they groaned. "One more groan and you'll be here an extra hour!"
I was now the captain of the team and I ran a tight ship. I wasn't a bitch but I did demand the best from team.
"Y'all don't worry about her!" Chris came walking up from behind me; I smiled. "She just a little cranky and shit.."
"Whatever!" I side eyed him. "Everybody go do workouts three and five, then you can go. Nicole and Mel, watch over the girl to make sure no one is cheating themselves. If you see someone mess up, you know what to do.."
They nodded their head and went off to do as I said.
"How was your day?" Chris asked me once we sat down.
"Very consuming and yours?"
"It was straight, me and Mike gonna hit up the studio tonight so you gotta help Maya with King.." I sighed heavily.
"Chris I'm tired, why can't y'all do it another time?" I begged. I knew Maya needed a break sometimes but damn, I always watch his bad ass. Don't get me wrong, I love my nephew but his little cute ass is bad!
"I need to get in the studio babe.." He whined. "Pleeeeeeease do it for me!" After a few seconds of pouting, I finally caved.
"Alright but y'all niggas got a limit so don't push it!"
"Thank you baby!" He grabbed my face and kissed me hard. I hated when he did that shit in public man I swear.
***
When I got home, Maya and King were sleep so I didn't bother waking them up. I hopped in the shower then decided to follow their lead. Soon as I hit the sheets, I was out like a light..
