Bruises - Spoby

chapter twelve

Toby
She is so beautiful. I understand why I fell in love with her back then. She is smart, flawless, kind, smiley. I loved her, I love her. Yes, I really think I do. We talk for hours laughing and eating. When we are done eating she tells me that she will clean up later and that we should go sit on the couch. We sit down and don't talk for like one minute, then she turns around and I don't give her time to say anything and kiss her, and, most surprising thing, she kisses back, I slip my tongue in her mouth and she gasps, she puts an hand in my hair and I put mine on his waist pushing her down on the couch. We keep kissing and making out until she pulls away, I don't want to stop so I pull away her shirt, and she does the same with mine, giggling. I start kissing her cheek and then going down on her neck leaving red marks. I can hear her moan, I go back on the lips and kiss them passionately and the rest... well you can imagine it.
-THE NEXT MORNING-
I wake up in a room that it's not mine, I can recognise it though, it's Spencer's room, and all of a sudden I remember everything, last night was the best night in the past 4 years, I enjoyed every single second of it but when I turn around Spencer's not there, so I get up, put on some boxers and the jeans and go downstairs. I see Spencer wearing a long shirt making coffe in the kitchen, I felt a little awkward after last night, was just a on time thing for her? Well, I wouldn't have find out standing behind her looking at her stunning silhouette, so I just clear my throat to let her know that I was there and she jumps gasping "Jeez, you scared me!" she yells laughing, I laugh back and say "It wasn't on purpose" she smiles and say "I-I think we need to talk" "Yeah" I agree. "Well, hurry up, I need to get dressed, I have to pick the kids up at Aria's" she says and I giggle "Well, I know that you probably wanna forget it-" I begin to say but she cuts me off "What makes you think that?" I can't help but smile "So, what are we?" she asks "What do you want us to be?" I ask back "That's a pretty big question for this time in the morning, I'll  see you later I have to go to Aria's bring the baby to school and then we can talk, wait here for me would you?" she says and I nod.
Spencer
Oh my god. What did I do? I enjoyed it tough, I smile a little thinking about last night. I make a ponytail and get in the car. I drive to Aria's and I knock on the door, the babies come into my arms and I hug them strongly. "We missed you!" Hazel says "I missed you too!" I say back then Megan becomes serious and I ask "What's wrong Meg?" "Did you hurt yourself?" she says pointing at my neck, and I suddenly remember about the hickeys on my neck and say "No, don't worry, now let's go" I hug Aria and thank her and then I drop the kids at school. I come back at home and with all the strength I had, I entered in the house, I called out "Toby?" and a male silhouette came downstairs. "Hey" he says "Hey" I say back, I could feel the tension in the room "So... what are we going to do?" I ask "I don't know, you should decide" he says "I don't, we should decide together" I say "I love you" Toby says and my heart for like a minute stopped pounding "What?" I ask "You heard me, I love you" he says again "Toby..." I start and then he cuts me off "No, I get it, you don't love me, It was a mistake but I had to tell you" and he starts walking to the door, I know this will be the last time I see him if I don't stop him, and I do want to see him again so I just grab his wrist, he turns around and I say "I love you too" I still loved him, I could feel the same things I felt four years ago, we stared at each other for a second and then he leans in and kisses me passionately, I smile and I could feel him doing the same thing, we pull away and laugh, I hug him tight and whisper in his ear "I missed you" "I missed you too" he says back