Feelings they could make you want to life or they could make you yearn to die. You sometimes think of your past feelings, your present feelings and the feelings you might have in the future, and in the process there is nothing more than pain felt. People hurt you but you never hurt or even wish to hurt them back; not because you care about them, no that's crazy you care about no one but yourself. You call yourself weak because you can't fight back, but what if you are ‘‘weak’’, is that a bad thing. Human beings are like animals - some more than others - they act on instinct and instinct only and to have restraint should not be considered weak. You have control unlike the animals and monsters that lerk and roam around waiting to crush you because you are ‘‘weak’’. Some people say ”love makes you weak”, but I think otherwise. Love is strength to many people, because you have someone to fight for , a reason to wake up for and when ever you feel weak you can barrow their strength. If you find yourself unable to stand on your own two feet you can lean on their shoulder to support you so that you don't fall. But the statement “love makes you weak” isn't exactly a lie, love doesn't directly make you weak instead you become vulnerable. Vulnerable to all the pain and hurt that comes with loving someone. You worry about at every waking moment sometimes you can think of anything else.
Average nobody
Average nobody here I wrote this when I was 11 mourning my grandmother's death I had nobody but pen and paper.....good times!
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What's In My Head
De TodoJust the random thoughts of a depressed suicidal self harming individual
