What's In My Head

promises

I made a promise to the people who care about me that I will never cut again...

But i broke that promise once before and I was forgiven
I was happy they gave me another chance to prove myself...
But what if i break it again will I be forgiven the next time around.

Everyday I wake up and look at my wrist I think of all the reasons I did it in the first place and find myself wanting to do it again
I want to feel the pain...the same pain that I keep inside it just screams to come out

So here I am again wondering if they would forgive me just once more