I'm actually kinda happy
where my life is at right now.
I mean sure, I have my days
But who doesn't?
I know who my real friends are
And I know I can count on them and they have my back
I got a keyboard for Christmas
So now I'm able to actually start making the music
I've wanted to make for awhile
I'm learning to be more self-loving
And self-caring
That's my New Years resolution.
I do have some problems right now tho,
But I'm really trying to not let them get to me.
One is really hard tho
Cuz it's affecting my health
And I know the treatment for it
And I really don't feel like taking a bazillion pills everyday
But I guess if I have to
Then I will.
But most of my problems are little,
I'm learning to just shrug them off.
If someone doesn't wanna be my friend anymore?
That's okay, I'll accept that and I know I'll be alright
As long as they stay outta my life for good
I'm done giving second
And third chances on people
Who cause me pain.
If my whole world feels like it's crashing down?
That's alright too,
I know I'll pull through and I'll be okay in the end.
Cuz I got my people.
And my people got me.
And that's all I can ask for
-Lily Anna 🥀
