Here I am again,
Writing a chapter,
About a guy who broke my heart.
Same feelings, different guy.
Why don't things ever work out?
Am I really that much of a problem
That no one can seem to love me?
Please someone tell me now what's wrong with me
So I know why I keep falling for guys who can't seem to love me back.
I know u won't be seeing this.
But I miss you so so much.
You were my rock
And made me feel things that I hadn't felt in a long time.
I thought you felt the same.
Hell you walked literally an hour when u had a busted hip
just to see me.
We had plans to hangout tomorrow,
I was gonna come over and we'd relax and watch movies while we cuddled
And then head over to the football field and u we're gonna teach me how to play.
You always new how to make me laugh,
With all these little inside jokes we had,
And now they're engraved in me and I can't get them out.
I literally have been crying on and off for the past 24 hours cuz of you.
You never treated me wrong. Not once.
In fact You were probably the most amazing guy I've ever dated, or even met.
You're incredibly sweet.
And hilarious.
And genuine.
And you made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world.
You said you wanted to go on a date for Valentine's Day.
But I bet you're gonna be going out with some friends to play football,
While I'm at home crying over you.
I can't hate you for what you did cuz like I said you never did me wrong.
You were,
You are,
In my eyes,
Perfect.
Maybe we'll meet again,
When the timing is right,
And the distance isn't as big.
Just know that I love you.
And I really miss you Eduardo 😕
-Lily Anna 🥀
