Time is weird.
Things feel far away, yet so close at the same time.
It's been messing with me and i don't know,
It's just weird.
Competition season is coming up.
First meet is December 28,
Which feels far away...but it's not.
By the time my shoulder is fully healed
I'll have less than a month to get all my skills back.
I won't be able to compete the first competition which sucks,
Cuz it's a rival meet against West side.
And I can't do it.
I just pray I'll be ready for my Competition in Texas.
It just takes time.
I turn 16 soon.
Less than 2 months away.
It's weird to think that I'm already close to be that age.
I feel like I was 12 just a year ago.
But time goes by so fast.
We get older before we even realize we are.
I'm hoping to do something fun.
Maybe invite some friends to go ice skating,
Or go to downtown Portland.
I'm not sure yet.
I scored ticket to a Twenty One Pilots concert finally.
I've wanted to go to one for almost 4 years.
And now that I finally am I can't wait.
I'm going with my friends Kenzie and Trenton.
If only time could hurry up for that.
It's been a few months since I last had a boyfriend.
I've had time to think.
I've had time to figure myself out.
And I'm not sure if I'm ready to start dating again,
But if something pops up I might just give it a shot.
But who knows,
Only time can tell.
If only I had all the time in the world...
-Lily Anna🥀
