✔Invisible Friendzone | BTS Seokjin

•Hani's Diary•

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Entry 19

Dear Diary,

He's at it again. He's been like this for a week now. I've never seen him this... Different.

His eyes are gray, and his lips have become pale. They're so pale the snow that's melting has no comparison to it. January is always so somber.

God, I don't know what's wrong with him, but this isn't normal.

I don't know if I should go get help or let it pass. I'm scared. We are scared. May God have mercy on our child.

~♡~

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Entree 21

Dear Diary,

He threw up blood.

He's not doing okay. Jin doesn't care for me, but as his brother, he is concerned.

We know what it is... But we don't want to admit that we have no idea what to do or how to help.

Jae is weak. We had another fight, but it wasn't him screaming at me. I know it wasn't him.

Our child won't be able to survive like this.

The clouds seem heavy... So heavy.

Please... Someone... Help us.

~♡~

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Entree 30

Dear Diary,

He hit me. This time it hurt more than before, but I was able to protect our child.

I didn't let it bother me and didn't say a word when the Jae I KNOW and love CAME BACK.

But I'm scared. If it continued on like this we will lose it.

I want to be a family

I hope he can overcome this. The cheers blossoms are blooming... Maybe he'll get better.

This entity is... The worst that's come to possess him.

~♡~

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Entree 45

Dear Diary,

He was acting funny.

It wasn't his usual self.

I'd seen it happen once before but not at this scale.

I tried taking the bottle from him, but he wouldn't budge. I was concerned.

"Jae, please. You are going to visit your mother's grave today, stop this nonsense."

"I have no mother," he growled.

His eyes were red, his voice an octave lower.

Maybe the news of our loss triggered him.

I'm in pain too but I can't waste away like he is.

Drinking isn't the answer. Our child wouldn't have wanted this if he'd been born.

Someone, please help.

I know he's sad. I know he blames himself.

But all we can do is hope that on this rainy April night he won't leave my side like he's done before.

~♡~

🐨This is a small snippet of what I'm working on for invisible girl.

Hope y'all enjoy and start theorizing.