binded

zane ; the panty raid

On Monday, I walk into Astronomy and take my normal seat alongside Axel. He appears way too confident for my liking and I sit back in my seat. Without me mentioning anything to him, Axel begins to dig through his backpack and balls something in his fist.

"It appears that I have won the bet." he announces while spreading his fingers apart and setting lacy red cloth on my desk. After further investigation, I conclude that it is a thong.

"I didn't take Juliet to be the thong type." I laugh while turning to face him. Written on the tag in black sharpie is 'GR' in neat cursive. I shake it off and shove it in his direction, "Well, congrats. You win the big sex bet."

Axel takes the pair back and shoves it back into his bag, "Neither did I, but damn when she came out in that Axe rose like fuck-"

I cut him off and raise an eyebrow, "Axe?"

"Oh, Axe." he laughs and taps his crotch, "My dick. That is his name."

Why the fuck are cis guys like this? Going around and naming their dicks like pets.

"You named him Axe?" I stare at him in pure confusion, "Is there any symbolism behind it?"

"Just got rid of the 'L' because he'll never take any." Axel answers with absolute confidence, "What about yours?"

This guy can't be serious. Is this an actual thing that guys do?

"Godzilla." I tell him, "He's just that big."

"My dude." Axel high fives me,"How long?"

Christ. This really is how they all are.

"7 inches." I lie, while keeping my arms crossed in front of my binded chest, "And still growing."

His eyes pop out of his sockets as he gives me another high five, "Damn Zane! That shit is great! Proud of you dude."

The rest of the class is spent with Axel making me feel extremely uncomfortable while describing all of his flings with different girls at school. He is way too proud of the amount of people that he has had sexual encounters with. Judging by how he claims to have had his dick sucked in his car at the front of the school parking lot, I'm stunned that he hasn't gotten arrested. However, it is Axel and everything he does seems either fake or he is just slick enough to get away with. Blowjobs in a parking lot and sneaking into girl's houses in the middle of the night is right up his alley.

During lunch, I find myself in the school library by myself. Every student has their laptops opened, headphones plugged in and notebooks out. The peace of the area is something that I personally enjoy, only quiet whispers and rapidly typing fingers against keyboards are audible.

After looking around to ensure that there aren't any eyes on me, I dig through my backpack until I find my black notebook shoved at the bottom. I retrieve it and flip through all of my entries until I find a blank page. Settling on writing with a dark green pen, I set the cap on the grayish-blue table and begin to write my thoughts.

August 20th 2018

So Axel won the bet, but I'm actually fine with it. Mentally, I saw the bet as a way to find an excuse to grow closer to Grace. Even though I have to fork over 100 bucks, I can at least still try to interact more with her. Especially after the party. She may not remember every sip of vodka or each drunken giggle, but they've been embedded in my mind. It's so early in the school year and everything between us probably won't be official for a long time, but I don't care. Any time that I get to spend with her is worth it.

Zane Lawrence

I stare at my entry for a while and am blown away that I these thoughts were even in my mind. Damnit, what if I have real feelings for this curly haired kiss up? After slamming the notebook shut, I toss it back into my backpack and leave the library as quickly as possible.