I got so many missed calls from you then I didn't bother counting anymore.
I couldn't bear the sight of you at school,
I avoided you.
Ignored you when you tried to talk to me.
I put on a fake smile for the sake of my friends and for you,
But inside I was broken and shattered.
It was the last class of the day,
I was packing up my things and didn't even notice that I was all alone.
Then I heard the classroom door open,
I didn't pay much attention to it at first.
I thought it was just a fellow classmate who forgot his or her book.
I was done then looked up from my desk,
Only to see you inches away from me.
I flinched at the sudden revelation as you chuckled at me.
"W-What do you want?" I stuttered but still giving the cold shoulder.
"I just want to talk-" you began but I cut you off.
"There is nothing to talk about. Leave me alone." I said coldly and walked past you.
I went to the bus stop to wait for the next bus.
"Hey! How are you?" said a friend I knew there.
"Never been better." I lied through a smile.
"Did you know about the singing competition this Saturday?" she asked me.
"No I didn't, but now that you mentioned it I think I'll participate." I say to her.
"Awesome!" she said to me.
"Oh the bus is here, see you later." I say as I got on the bus.
"Bye!" she waved at me.
I know you'll get word that I'm at the competition.
I know you'll participate too because of that just to talk to me.
But its gonna be the other way around.
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My So Called Friend
Romansa~COMPLETED~ The thoughts of a girl who fell in love with her so called friend. (A very old and cringey story- from a very young and cringey me)