TaeSana | Perfect Girl

ch. 9

I'm going to turn this to into a somewhat sad story now.

-Tae's Place-

Ahh, my heart every time I see Sana is beating so fast. I wanted to at least have the experience of dating someone before I die..

(Alright so, Taehyung has stage four lung cancer sincee he was 13 (pretend he's 17) His dad was a smoker, and abused Tae's mom, so his mom suicided when he was 5 years old, and so there was no one to stop his dad from smoking. So he developed a increase in getting lung cancer, and unfortunately, he did. He's been living with for 4 years, and the doctor says he only has a year to live.)

I teared up at the thought of dying at 18 or maybe even 17. I might not even make it to my birthday. I started to feel a wet tear go down my face. I'm too young, I don't want to die yet. I wanted to just live happily with Sana. I wish I had done more as a teen. I thought I was going to make it through the cancer, but here I am, with one year to live..

-Sana's P.O.V.-

"Sana-yah, come help me with breakfast." It was my mom. "Okay, coming!" I hurried down the steps and helped my mom out. We ate pancakes with some butter and syrup. It was delicious. (It's 3 AM right now and I'm really hungry because of that.) "Okay sweetie, have a good day at school, bye." "Bye mom." I went outside and saw a guy outside, it looked like he was from my school because he was wearing our uniform. He was looking down at his phone, and when he looked up, I saw it Tae. "Hey Tae, why are you outside my home, and how'd you get my address?" "Hi Sana, I got your address from Nayeon, why?" "I swear to god (Jihyo), I'm going to-" "Chill out Sana. Oh, and I wanted to tell you something, but let's just head to school now," said  Taehyung checking his watch. ("Oh Gucci?" I'm just kidding, lmao.) 

We speed walked to school and arrived late. Sheesh, ruined my attendance. Thanks a lot Taehyung. ("You're welcome." Okay no really I'll stop now.) "I'll talk with you after school at the cherry blossom tree," said Taehyung walking away. I headed into my classroom and the teacher was sleeping. Oh right, it's the one sleeping teacher that doesn't check attendance.

-Time Skip After School-

I went to the tree and waited for Sana. I was playing games on my phone when Sana finally came. "You're finally here," I said. "Sorry, I got held up with punishing Nayeon." I chuckled. "Anyways, I came here to confess." "Confess what," she asked confused. "I like you," I said straightforwardly, not hesitating. "..I. I'm sorry Taehyung, I already have a bf." It shattered my heart that she had a bf already. I should've seen it coming though.. I looked down, and just walked away saying, "Bye." She stood there, and was feeling pity for me. What could I feel now? Angry? Confused? Sad? I don't know anymore. Maybe I could just find someone else.. I have a year still. 

-Time Skip to 12th Grade-

I found myself a person to love again. I'm dating Tzuyu, another member from TWICE. It's kind of awkward since I sometimes see her. I can see her pity when I look in her eyes. I don't need her pity anymore. I'm better now with Tzuyu. But, I still feel inside for Sana. 

-Time Skip to Tae's final 3 months.-

Our relationship didn't work out. We ended on good terms. I'm glad I got to experience my first dating experience, and my first kiss too. I have a lot to thank to Tzuyu. Sana also broke up with her bf. I heard they ended things on bad terms. Sana came to me one day and asked me to be her bf. Guess I was being used to get her bf jealous. Sorry Sana, if you feel for me now. I'm probably going to break your heart. I don't want to do that to anybody. So when Sana asked me to be her bf again. I said, "Only for a 2 months." She asked why, but I didn't tell her. I didn't want her to be sad when I died. 

-Time Skip to December-

We had made a lot of memories. But we broke up. I told the people who were burying me to tell everybody, that wasn't my relatives, that I had to move somewhere and wouldn't be coming back to Korea. 

December 31st, 2018; Death Date: 2:30 PM

Thank you for letting me turn 18. I got my experiences that I wanted to experience before I died. I'm hoping Sana doesn't find out that I died. I hope no one does. I wish that I wouldn't have died, but I'll rest in heaven. I love everybody that supported me. I wish you all a good life, promise me to live your lives to the fullest extent. Thank you. :)

-Your's truly, Kim Taehyung

But, is he really dead? Or will he come back for a 2nd life? :)

-Sincerely, Author Eagle