Beautifully Broken ~Jacob Black Love Story~

Chapter 6 - You're not really here!

Emilys POV

I was kept over night to eat for two hours straight. Jasper helped me alot. But now, I'm back at Sue's. All alone.Sue's shopping and Seth is out with his 'friends'. I'm a little hurt that Seth and Leah both haven't told me about the pack. Do they think I'm stupid enough to not figure it out. I sighed as I turned of the hot water. I stepped out of the shower and pulled on my towel. I dried off and put on my pink v-neck pajama shirt and my purple plaid pajama shorts. I pulled on my uggs and blow died my hair. I pulled it back in a high pony tail and walked to the kitchen. Still, no one home. I laughed at the thought of Sue getting groceries at night.

I did a double take at the driveway to make sure Seth wasn't home. I pulled out my phone and called Ren.

" Emily? Thank god I was about to come to La Push to hear your voice." he exclaimed.

" There's another pack" I said ingnoring everything he just said.

" What?" he said with alarm.

" Seth's one, Leah too" I exclaimed.

" I just thought you should know. They are good though. Like you" I smiled at the thought.

" I'm still coming to check on you" he stated.

"Thats really not nessasary" I began.

" Your sure they are not going to harm you?" he asked.

" I'm positive" I lied smoothly

" So, how are you?" he asked.

" I'm ok" I said. " I don't cry as much" I said.

" Good. I'm glad" he said.

I leaned against the counter looking out the window. Still no Seth. I turned around and screamed.

I looked up to see Jackson. This wasn't possible.

" Emily?!?!?" I heard Ren through the phone.

"Sorry, there was a spider. I got it" I lied. I didn't dare take my eyes off of him.

" Seth's here, I have to go" I lied again

" Bye Emily"

" This isn't real. Your not hear" I cried.

" Stop crying" he ordered.

" I'm a part of your imagination. You needed me. So, I'm here." he spoke softly.

" Can I touch you?" I questioned, wiping at my tears.

He shrugged. " I'm just here for a little while" he stated.

" What? You can't leave me again" I said. " I'm not here. I'm in your head" he said again. Calmly.

" I don't understand" I shook my head.

'' you don't have to. You need peace. I'm here to give it to you" He said. 

I blinked hard. Part of me didn't want him here anymore. I was just begining to be ok. Now, he's in my imagination.

"Do you have a pen?" he asked. I nodded walking up to my room, looking back and making sure he was following me.

" He's in your head" I said to myself. I walked over to my bed and grabbed the pen I was using to fill out my school forms.

" Write this down." he said " Valerie Holsworth, executive at General Hospital in Oregon" he said sitting on my bed.

No, he's not here.

" What about her? What do I need to know? I asked.

" They lied to you. They all did" he whispered.

" Call the number I gave you. Tell them your-

" Valerie, I got it" I said. " What for?" I asked.

" ask to have my medical reports mailed to you, at this address." he smiled.

" She's from London, so make sure you use that brilliant british accent that you always did to make me laugh" he smiled.

" I miss you"

" Don't, I'm already gone Emily, but I'll always be here. Whenever you need me" he said softly.

" Emily" I heard Seth yell from downstairs.  Jackson was gone.

" Yeah?" I asked running down the stairs

I looked up at Sue and Seth. Behind them. Billy and Jacob.

" You must be Billy" I said plasting a smile on my face.

" It's nice to meet you" I said as he shook my hand.

" Your even prettier than Jake described" Billy smirked rolling past Jake and Seth.

" You guys can watch  the game. Or do whatever. I'm making dinner" Sue said looking exhuasted.

" Do you need help?" I asked.  " I got it sweetheart." she smiled. " Sorry I'm in my pajamas. I had to get out of my jeans" I smiled. " It's alright honey. No one cares" she smiled.

I nodded towards her and pulled on one of Seth's brown sweatshirt and walked up to my room. Seth and Jake were both sitting on my bed. On my lap top.

"Do you need something?" I asked. Jake looked up at me and everything stoped. I couldn't hear anything but a heart beat. All I was looking at was Jacobs warm brown eyes. It was a few minutes before I realized I was just standing there like an idiot. That was odd. I looked at Seth who was staring at Jake.

" Again, do you need something?" I asked.

" N-no, I just wanted to show Jacob this video" he said looking back at my laptop.

" Well, can you take the laptop and go. I have a phone call to make" I said as sweetly as I could. But I really wasn't in the mood.

" Wait?, anything you have to say. You can say infront of us. Right Jake?" he urged.

" Please Seth?" I begged. " are you hiding something Em?" he asked shutting the laptop.

I sighed and grabbed my phone and the papers from my bed, and shut the door.  I leaned against the window and dailed the number Jackson gave me. Well, I guess I gave myself. I cleared my throat making sure Seth and Jake got the idea to be quiet.

" Hello" I said in my british accent.

" My name is Valerie Holsworth, I'm the executive at General Hospital in Oregon. I recently took a vacation and I forgot one of my late paitents files. I was wondering if you could have them sent to my cabin?" I said containing my british accent.

" Ofcourse Mrs. Holsworth. May I have the name of your late patient?" an older lady asked me.

" Jackson Anderson" I said as stable as possible. I looked up at Jake and Seth to see their eyes widen

" I can send them right away. could I please have your address Mrs. Holsworth?" she asked.

After I told her the address, she agreed they would be here within two days. She told me to have a fun vacation and she wished me a good night. I sighed clearing my throat and putting my phone on my desk.

" I like the britsh accent" Jake smirked.

" Why do you want Jackson's files?" Seth asked.

" Can't tell you that" I smirked.

" Come on Ems, you need to let go" he said pulling me into a hug.

I wanted to scream at him. Tell him that I wasn't holding on. I wish I was. But I wasn't. I needed to figure out what happened.

I owed that to Jackson