Beautifully Broken ~Jacob Black Love Story~

Chapter 5 - Another pack

Emilys POV

Breathe.

I was able to keep the tears out of my eyes for the moment. I needed to tell Ren. I owed him that. I took a deep breath looking down at my full plate. The smell was mouth watering.

Act like everything is normal. Don't freak out.

I slowly took a bite out of my chicken leg, followed by a drink of water. I smiled looking at everyone laughing at eachother, then with eachother at the fact they were laughing at eachother. It got a little out of control when milk squritted out of Embry's nose.

I looked down at my hands shaking. I got up discreatly and walked to the bathroom, just as my throat began to feel full.--

I walked out of the bathroom, my face flushed. " I'm so sorry" I apoligized, placing my hand over my mouth.

" Honey, is the food not good?" Sue asked putting the dish towel over her shoulder.

" No, it's really good." I gave her a weak smile.

" I- I think "

I sighed. " I think I should go see Carlisle." I said. She placed her hand over my forehead and nodded.

" I'll drive you" Sue offered. " No, it's ok really. You don't have to-"

" Jake and I will take you" Seth said 

I sighed but gave them a slight nod.

" I'm sorry for ruining your dinner" I apoligized.

" Oh, hush up" Sue smiled. I looked up at Seth.

" Give us a minute, I gotta find my shoes" Seth said, I watched as he turned a corner, swearing under his breath.--

I walked outside into the dirt and bark in the driveway. I looked back at the door. Cautious of my surroundings. I quickly pulled out my phone and texted Ren.

There's another pack

I typed at my screen. I looked down at my words. I placed my thumb over the backspace and erased it all. He didn't need to hear this over text. I'll call him tomorrow. I nodded at my choice and sat in the backseat of Jacob's car.--

 " Emily Parker, I was wondering when I'd see your face again" Esme said giving me a big hug. Followed by Emmett.

" I miss you guys." I smiled.

" You must be Renesmee" I smiled. " You are very pretty" I stated.

" Not as pretty as you" she smiled. " Your sick" she said putting her hand on my shoulder.

" I'm fine." I said, trying the best I could to smile. I know I've missed her growning up. She's 14 now.

"I'm so sorry" she whispered into my ear. " He really loved you" she stated. " I know" I whispered back.

" I have the room ready for you Emily" Charlisle smiled. I smiled back as Renesmee, Jacob and Seth. I walked back and dropped my phone on the chair.

" You've lost wieght"  He said softly.

" I didn't mean too, I've just been" I choked.

" I've been really sad. I've slept three days straight" I cried. " I don't know if I can do this anymore Carlisle." I cried. He pulled me into a hug. I enjoyed hugs from them. I liked the cold feeling.

" I know why I threw up" I stated.

" I haven't eaten in a week, so my stomach reacted to the food." I said.

" Still very smart I see" he smiled.--

Jacob's POV

I could've never imagined this. Seth. Of all people imprinted on Renesmee. He had the biggest smile on his face. Which quickly dissapeared when Charlisle walked out.

" What's wrong with her?" Seth asked.

" Depression" Renesmee said before he could speak.

" Yes, she threw up because her stomach reacted to the food." He spoke softly.

" She's starving?" Seth asked.

" Yes, were going to help her. It hasn't reached the point where it could be concidered anorexia" Carlisle said.

" Thank god" Seth blurted.

" How are you going to help her ?" Seth asked concered. " Jasper has found a way to make her feel half full, so whenn she eats, her stomach wont react to the food." He explained.

" Thank you"

I got up to talk to Emily in the other room. I don't know whay it was. But something about her facinates me. Her long dirty-blonde hair was so soft. She was beyond beautiful. I walked in with a smile on my face. I sat next to her as she was looking at her phone.

" How are you feeling" I asked.

" I'm working on being ok" she replied.

" Does that make sense?" she asked. I nodded.

" How has Seth been, since Harry" she asked.

" He's been better. He smiles more, now that you came" I smiled.

" He's been my best friend forever" She stated.

Find out how she knows them. Now

I wanted to growl at Sam's orders. Emily is a harmless 17 year  old girl.

" So, how do you know the cullens?" I asked as sweetly as possible.

" When I was three, they found me wandering in the woods, all by myself. I wasn't hurt, so they weren't going to turn me into a vampire. They realized how smart I was. I already knew my full name and how old I was. Edward knew Anna, so. They took me to her and she raised me." she said.

Tears briming her eyes, but none fell.