Beautifully Broken ~Jacob Black Love Story~

Chapter 10 - Trust gets you killed

Jacob's POV

" She's really giving to that guy" Paul laughed. I watched as she pushed and shoved him. She was sobbing. She fell to her knee's. I watched her.I watched her shoulders and the curls on her head bounce as sobs racked through her body. Ren bent down and pulled her in his lap, which made me growl. She curled into his chest and cried.

" What the hell is happening?" Seth asked with tears in his eyes. " I don't know"

Emilys POV

I could feel them all watching me, but I didn't care. I gripped the file in my hand and burn them, sending ashes into the air.

" That's why you didn't let me see the body" I asked. He nodded and kissed my forehead. " Don't let this ruin you" he spoke softly caressing my cheek.

" What do you mean? I'm already past ruined.If that isn't obvious" I snapped.

" Why did you take that away from me Ren, I can't believe you erased my last memory of him." I snapped.

" You don't want to see him die, you were going to kill youself too. I couldn't let that happen" he said grabbing my arm pulling me closer to him. I pulled away from him and walked back towards the house.

" I want the bite" I said. Clementine gasped.

" Em, I don't think you should make your choice right now when you-"

" Stop, I don't need anyone to make choices for me. I want it, at the next pack meeting, I want Mason to bring me, not you" I snapped.

" I wanted to die too" I whispered 

I opened the door,passing everyone who were staring at me. I ran up to my room and shut the door. I fell against the wall, sobbing. I burried my head in my knees and sobbed.

I cried about my mom, about Jackson, about the only person I trusted lied to me. Now, I don't have anyone to trust.

" Don't trust anyone. Trust gets you killed"

That's what Jackson used to tell me, even though I had unconditional love and trust for him. He still told me that.

I moved from the floor to the bed after I looked at my shivering arms. I layed on my bed, rubbing my arms. I stared at the door until it burst open. Jacob.

He stood there in dark blue sweat pants, and ofcourse. No shirt. Not that I minded. Whenever I'm near him, my heart beats uncontrolably.

" Hey" I managed to say as I wiped my tears. " are you ok?" he asked holding my shivering hands.

I nodded. " Just a little cold, can you hand me Seth's blanket?" I asked. He smiled and slid under my blanket.

" oh my god, your hot" I exclaimed. He laughed. " I mean, warm" I said blushing into a deep red.

He pulled me closer to him and ran his fingers through my hair.

" Tell me what happened?" he asked. " Jackson, he didn't die because of cancer, he was murdered, and I was there. But, I don't remember because Ren took my memory of it away, so I wouldn't kill myself." I said quietly.

" Heavy stuff" Jake said. I nodded." there's him, and my mom. I'm just really tired Jake" I sighed taking in his warmness.

" I think you might be the strongest person I've ever met, don't talk like that" he said.

" Tell me about being a werewolf, what's it like?" I asked.  He shifted so he was looking at me.

" It's amazing, but completely awful at the same time." he sighed.

" Why is it awful?" I asked placing my hands on his chest to get warm.

" Well, you have a lot of resposiblities that take over your life" he sighed, pulling me a little too close.

" So, there's nothing  good about being a werewolf?" I asked. That had to be impossible. Being a werewolf gives you power, and love.

" Well there's imprinting." he said. " What's imprinting?" I asked. " Your friends pack doesn't have imprinting?" he asked. '' Is it like having a mate?" I asked. He nodded.

" They have it, but Ren's pack, its a combination of two older packs. Nightshades and Banes. When someone enters the pack, your mate is chosen by the keepers. The connection is stronger than anything. " I said.

" But your not a werewolf" he said. I laughed. " No, when Jackson fell in love with me. It created quite a stir, everyone liked me. I would die for anyone of them. But it was against the rules. So, Jackson said that he would give up being a werewolf for me. That's not what the keepers wanted, well not the future they wanted. So, they allowed it." I said.

" Wow" he said. I nodded. " It's a lot more complicated than you think" I laughed.

" So, what's imprinting?" I asked urging him on. " It's like having a soul mate, it's when you see them, everthing stops, your always going to be there for them, no matter if they accept you as a mate or as a bestfriend. You see a different side of everything that anyone else see's. When your imprint is hurt, you'd do anything to make them happy. Everyones imprint gets protected no matter what. You'd die for them in a heart beat." he said.

I couldn't stop looking into his dark brown eyes. They made me melt inside.

" Have you imprinted?" I asked.

" I can't tell you, it's a secret" he smiled, but I could see pain all over his face. Did his imprint not care for him? She would be crazy not to, Jake's amazing.

" are you staying over?" I asked as he got out of bed and pulled the covers over me. He nodded.

" Good night Jake." I said as he shut the door.

"Emily you have to go, now. Please" Jackson begged. He was scared. " What's happening? What is this?" I asked.

" The alpha's Emily. They are real. Remember the stories I told you? They were all real and they are coming." he said. " Why? What do they want?" I asked. " Me" he whispered.

" I'm not leaving you. I promised. I'm never leaving you"