Beautifully Broken ~Jacob Black Love Story~

Chapter 18 - Happy Birthday

Jacobs POV

I smiled, savoring Emilys kisses. She did love me. I just wish that she didn't love Ren too. He's such a big part of her life. I feel like the more time she spends with him, the less she's learning to love him. Not me. She needs to be with me. She wan'ts to be with me. But then that leads back to Jackson. She doesn't talk about him much anymore. But I can tell that she's still thinking about him constantly.I can tell she dreams about him. She has nightmares about him. I moved Emilys side bangs from her face and frowned. I ran my fingers over the small scar on her hair line. She sturred and wrapped her arms around me. I smiled and pulled her closer.

I smiled as she started talking in her sleep. She does that alot. I didn't think Emily was a virgin. I almost knew that she had sex with Jackson. But she didn't. She used to be so inlove with him. So why not?

I'm not complaining. I'm glad she saved herself for me. She's my Emily. She does love me. Hopefully as much as I love her. I looked up at her alarm clock. It's almost 3:00 in the morning. I pulled Emily closer and nuzzled my head in her neck. I kissed her chest and closed my eyes.

Emilys POV

I slipped from Jacobs grasp and smiled. I didn't know making love would feel like that. I am his imprint. But that, was.. wow. Jacob is amazing. Hell, I don't even deserve to have him. He should be with someone who choses him. I want to, with every fiber of my being. I want him more than anything. So why can't I pick just him? I love Ren too much to just break his heart. Why do I still love Jackson. My heart sunk at the thought. I shivered and walked over to the bathroom and turned on the shower.

Jacob's POV

I ran my fingers over the cold fabric sheets. Cold. Empty. My eyes shot open and I stood up. I pulled on my shorts and  pulled on a shirt. Emily. Where is she? I stoped as I heard her singing softly to herself in the bathroom. I ran and opened the door. She jumped and stoped singing. I sighed.

" what's wrong?" she asked.

" I - I didn't know where you were?" I choked. She smiled.

" I like that song." I smiled. Thinkin bout you, was one of my favorites.

" I'm gonna go, I have patrol." I said.  " So, your not going to school?" she frowned. 

" Sorry babe." I laughed. " I'll see you soon" she smiled. I placed a small kiss on her lips and turned around.

" Jacob"

I turned to look at her.

" Happy Birthday" she smiled.---

Emilys POV

" Thanks for letting us use the auditorium. I promise to shut off all the lights when were done." I smiled.

" Thats no problem honey. I hope you get everything done." she smiled.

" Alright guys, set up the camera." I said.

" This is what your giving Jake as a present?" Collin asked. I laughed. 

" This is just part of it" I smiled. " Yeah, he got the other part last night" Embry smirked. Collin let out a laugh. 

" Shut up" I snapped as the heat filled up my face. " What? It was the truth, That's what I'm all about." he laughed. " Yeah sure" I snapped.

" Come on Embry, lets just finish this." I said grabbing my guitar

" Alright. How many are we doing?" he asked. " I only need you for one" I snapped.

I smiled as Collin pushed record.