Supernatural BSM

Breathe- Sister Elizabeth

3rd Person Pov

"Damn-it! Come on breathe, Elizabeth!!" The elder Winchester named Dean yelled down at the small girl that was lying on the doc sopping wet. She was lying there for a solid ten minutes without any of her own breath intake nor heartbeat. Her older brother Dean had been leaning over her with his hands interlocked together pressing down on her chest, sending his own breath down trying desperately to restart hers. For ten minutes this went on, No stop to the madness.

Dean stopped for a second to feel for a pulse on her. He tilted her head to the side slightly and placed two fingers resting on where her artery would be. When he felt nothing, he placed her head back and continued the chest compressions. Dean tried to keep a straight face as he tried to wake his sister from the deathly slumber that she had entered, but every second he stared at her lifeless body, he came crumbling down. Tears started falling from his eyes and onto her wet body. He didn't know what else to do, so he just continued and pleaded with her to wake up.

1st Person Pov

"Damn-it! Come on breathe, Elizabeth!" Someone is yelling at me. The voice... it sounds familiar. The black emptiness is slowly disappearing. The stars that once danced across my vision are no more. There is now a constant ringing in my ears. Its loud and obnoxious. "Please Eliza." I hear the male voice say again. Dean? I question in my mind. I feel two cold damp fingers press against my neck. "Come on. Just a little more Liz. Fight just a little more." I hear him say. I begin to feel a constant pressure on my chest and all my senses come flooding back to me. I slowly tighten my right hand into a weak fist and release the pressure. I keep doing this for god knows how long until.

Dean's Pov

As I continue the chest compressions, I feel a weak pulse on Eliza. "Come on. Just a little more Liz. Fight just a little more." I say as I send yet another breath into her. Once I came back up to continue, slowly, her hand comes up to grab my wrist to stop my actions. She takes a big gasp as air floods past her lips and into her lungs. She turned to the side and retched up every ounce of water that had rested in her for so long. "Oh thank god." I said with a sigh of relief. Once the water had left her, she was now left to cough and gag on the feeling of air entering her lungs again.

"Elizabeth can you hear me?" I questioned. I took her wrist and continued to feel her pulse. It was still weak but it's still there. She nodded slightly, "I-I'm here Dean... I'm here." She said weakly and barely audible. Her voice was like nails on a chalkboard. Scratchy and sharp. She began to shiver harshly, as her eyes began to close slightly. I tapped her cheek lightly.

1st Person Pov

"No baby girl stay awake for me. You got that? Stay awake." I heard Dean say through the ringing in my ears. I tried my best to, but the darkness consumed me once more.

When I open my eyes, I am greeted with dim fluorescent lights shining down on me. It took me a while to sit up, but when I did, I hugged my knees. I'm... I'm in a hospital? But I was just at the lake. I looked around nervously and called out as loud as I could with my voice still being as weak as it was, "Dean?" Just then, the door to my room clicked open and in walked my eldest brother. "Hey Eliza, how are you feeling?" He asked slowly making his way over to the side of my bed and taking a seat. "I'm tired... What happened?"

"I should be the one asking you that question. When I grabbed your jacket off the doc after I set you in the car, I found a piece of paper in one of the pockets. I read it." He couldn't look me in the eyes anymore. He looked down at the ground. "Elizabeth tell me why you wanted to kill yourself." The room fell silent and a heaviness set in. I didn't have an answer for him... well I did but I just couldn't simply say it. "I don't know what you're talking about." I stated looking at him with my eyes glazed over slightly. "Don't give me that bull shit. I've read that letter about five times and I can remember this line clear as day, 'I can't do this anymore. I've tried and tried. Day in and day out but nothing seems to work. I will miss my brothers and they will miss me. But I know I am doing the right thing by erasing myself form this life we live." He said as he finally looked up at me.

When he did, I saw the pain that I caused him not even a few hours ago. When he did, I know I screwed up more than I ever had in my entire life. "So let's try that again." He paused for a moment then continued, "Tell me why you wanted to kill yourself little-lun." He asked brokenly; using a nickname he gave me from when I was no more than five. I shrugged my shoulders and started to break down quietly. Tears fell but no sound escaped my mouth.

Dean's Pov

"I can't do it anymore Dean... I just can't. I am in pain, and there's no escape for it anymore. Crowley's dead, Kelly's dead...Cas is..." I watched as she couldn't even finish her sentence. She pursed her lips together to keep herself from falling apart, but it failed, and she came crumbling down. The walls she's spent her entire life building to keep everyone out came crashing down. I get up and sit next to her on the bed and wrap my arms around her. She immediately buried her face in my chest and wrapped her arms around my torso. "I'm sorry Dean... I'm sorry..." she kept repeating. Those few words broke my every existence. I always promised to protect my baby girl. I always promised to protect her and Sammy... but seeing that I can't save her from the madness in her mind... does that mean I failed as a brother?