Supernatural BSM

Soon You'll Get Better- BSM

A/N: this is a song fic (Soon You'll Get Better by Taylor Swift) that includes cancer. This was a last minute write, enjoy.

The buttons of my coat were tangled in my hair

"The test came back positive. You have cancer."

In doctor's-office-lighting, I didn't tell you I was scared
That was the first time we were there

"I'm alright Dean. It's kicking my ass, yeah. But I'm taking it like a champ."
Her bright smile lit up even her darkest hour. Sam's darkest hour. Cas' darkest hour... my darkest hour.

Holy orange bottles, each night I pray to you
Desperate people find faith, so now I pray to Jesus too
And I say to you
Ooh-ah, soon you'll get better
Ooh-ah, soon you'll get better
Ooh-ah, you'll get better soon
'Cause you have to

"She has another appointment today. Are you up for taking her or me?" "I'll take her Sam. I'm gonna take her out for a drive after." I grabbed my keys and head for the doorway.

I know delusion when I see it in the mirror
You like the nicer nurses, you make the best of a bad deal

"So far the treatment plan is preventing the spread of more cancer cells, but we don't know for how long."

I just pretend it isn't real

I'll paint the kitchen neon, I'll brighten up the sky
I know I'll never get it, there's not a day that I won't try

"What do you want to eat kid? You must be starving. I know I am." I said while driving down an old road with a few restaurants and a small coffee shop. "I could go for a burger." She said while looking out the window, she acted like nothing was wrong with her at all.

And I'll say to you
Ooh-ah, soon you'll get better
Ooh-ah, soon you'll get better
Ooh-ah, you'll get better soon
'Cause you have to

"I'm down for a movie night. What movie is it?" She asked, laughing almost instantly when I suggested a vampire movie. "Dean, our life IS a vampire movie."

And I hate to make this all about me
But who am I supposed to talk to?
What am I supposed to do
If there's no you?

"It seems like the new treatment plan that we have you on is working. That's not to say it will still be working three months from now, but for right now, you can relax and just let the medication and chemo do it's thing."

This won't go back to normal, if it ever was
It's been years of hoping, and I keep saying it because
'Cause I have to

"Dancing and singing in the kitchen while making pancakes in the middle of the night, that's one for the books." She said, flipping the flat pastry on the pan. "Sam is missing out. Who cares if he wants sleep, it's freaking pancakes." Laughing and smiling as she turns the radio up louder.

Ooh-ah, you'll get better
Ooh-ah, soon you'll get better
Ooh-ah, you'll get better soon
Ooh-ah, soon you'll get better
Ooh-ah, soon you'll get better
Ooh-ah, you'll get better soon
'Cause you have to