My Mad Love.

Chapter 29/ I miss you

happy new year everyone, I hope everyone stayed safe and enjoyed their night. the name of this chapter is called 'You came back' its translated into Italian as I decided to spice some things up. anyways enough talking I hope you enjoy this chapter.

Emelie POV

After my incident at the shops, this young guy offered to walk me home since how he lived on the same street as me.

it was a kind gesture of him, "thank you" I politely thanked him as I walked towards my front door.

I entered the door closing it behind me, I walked into the kitchen placing the groceries onto the bench then started putting them away, "you okay?" I jumped at the sudden voice behind me.

I turned around to see my mum crossing her arms in front of her chest.

"yes, I m fine thank you " I placed my hand on my chest to calm my heart beat down.

"I scared you, sorry" she apologized holding in her laugh" I rolled my eyes

"for you scaring me, you can put the groceries" I smirked then headed upstairs.

heading into my room closing the door behind me. getting out of jeans and a hoodie. I hopped into the shower and turned on the cold water waiting minutes for it to turn warm.

I started washing my hair, then my body occasionally brushing over the scars that I had endured when I was living with Michael.

the one on my leg was from when he was chasing me around the house and I tripped on the stool and hit my leg on the coffee table, oh the memories I had with Michael and oh how I missed him.

hoping that he would soon join me.

I slid down the wall and sat on the floor hugging my knees as tears streamed down my face, I thought about all the times we would have together.

he had a side to himself that no one knows and that's why they all fear him. they know him as the emotionless killer when really he is a big soft cuddly teddy bear, My cuddly bear no one else's.

my thoughts got interrupted by the sound of someone's knuckles hitting my bathroom door. "Emelie you've been in the shower for 45 minutes" I now realized it was my father knocking on the door.

"okay ill be out in a minute" I groaned standing up turning the water off. opening the door.

stepping out the cold instantly hitting my skin making me shiver as I reached over and grabbed my towel wrapping it around my body.

opening the mirror cabinet taking some pain medication for my legs. as the pain stilled effected my sleeping placing the two tablets at the back of my throat guzzling down water.

I closed the cabinet and headed back into my room changing into Nike track pants and a white supreme hoodie. just pulling my wet hair back into a bun, and crawling under the covers.

I turned on the tv and of course a cheesy romance movie was on twilight had to be the cheesiest of them all but it had a great storyline, I turned up the volume and sucked it up maybe one day i will find a lover that won't leave my sight.

soon my eyelids had become heavy and I knew sleep was going to overtake me and I let it not fighting it.

I dozed off thinking of my lover who wasn't with me.

15 hours later.

I adjusted my eyes to the darkness it was now nighttime and I had slept through the whole rest of the day.

I rolled over and turned on my alarm clock that read '4.05AM' i groaned and kicked the sheets of heading downstairs. once I reached the kitchen I opened the fridge grabbing out the milk and pouring myself a drink. (i love plain milk, call me satan all you want but its yum so come for me I dare ya ;) ).