HAPPY NEW MEME YEAR!

New Year, New Me

Hey!! So, I just wanted to say that 2018 has been an interesting year. I apologize greatly for leaving for so long, but in all honesty it was for the best. 

Ever since I joined Wattpad, I always had this insatiable desire to help others and to make them feel better. However, that same desire proved to be my downfall. I kept on helping more and more people that I eventually began to burn out. I didn't help that, at the time, my house was still in ruins. 

I simply couldn't remain as I was, and I eventually broke down emotionally and physiologically. The nights were too short, the days filled with depression. My constant heartache and dread along with unhealthy thoughts about death did me in. Not to mention the anxiety and my worsening dysautonomia. I had to stop wattpad for a while and sort myself out. 

Now, I feel much better now (kinda)! However, things will be different. I won't be as active on the platform to avoid burnout. I also won't be so hands on with the conflicts that occur on here as well. 

I also won't be doing so many things like roleplays and parties. I might on occasion, but I really can't sustain that much activity daily. 

BUT, I will still be here as a friend for anyone who needs it! I am still here for you. For everybody.

I love you all and I hope we have an awesome 2019!