Little Things Hayes Grier

Chapter 6

I woke up the next morning with dried up tears on my face, and I woke up to my pillow soaked with tears. I forgot to put bad aids on my wrist last night so there was dried up blood on my sheets...

"Great." I mumbled to myself

I took off my sheets and threw the sheet in my laundry basket next to my bedside table, I made my bed quickly and I remembered that I had to last half of the week by myself, with nobody to hang out with, except that weird kid Andrew. I could easily tell Hayes and Andrew Didn't click at the start.

I walked into my bathroom and opened my drawer. I took out my foundation that I took from my makeup room upstairs and I covered up my cuts the best I could. I brushed my teeth and I quickly put my hair in a messy bun, but it still looked presentable. I put on one coat of mascara and I shut off the light in my bathroom and I shut the door behind me. I walked to my dressier and I took out my under garments. I closed my drawer and went into my closet and picked out my outfit. I wore a black skater skirt and and a red crop top and I put on a white cardigan. I topped it all off with my black vans and I grabbed my phone and walked out of my bedroom. Stacey didn't call me down this morning so I guess there was no breakfast. I sighed and walked down the upstairs hallway. I walked down the stairs and I walked

Down the fancy stairs and I just admired parts of the house. I reached down the stairs I felt my phone vibrate but I just ignored it. I picked up my flowered Victoria secret backpack and I opened up the front door and shut the door behind me.

I unlocked my phone and I checked my messages. Hayes texted me. I smiled to myself and I opened the message.

Hayes;*: have a good day I'm sorry I couldn't come to school stupid tour and meetings:/

I felt my smile fade away and I thought what I should type back. I wasn't the best texter I didn't know what to type and I don't wanna sound boring.. Especially when I'm texting hayes..

Jenn: hey hayes, don't worry about it, I'm just fine.

I tried to keep it simple even though when somebody write there are "fine" it obvious it's not fine, I experienced this with zack and my old friends.

Hayes was typing as I reached my school, I sighed and shut my phone off, this schools security was strict. literally I can't wear my beanie. like really?

I sighed and I really tried my best to hide myself as I walked to my locker. I took out my textbooks, ignoring the whispers, ignoring the comments that were obviously towards me, ignoring the threats. now these are the other reasons I cut. because I'm not wanted here. And they also know hayes isn't here to stick up for me. I heard my name being called but I just kept walking faster.

"Hey jenn!"

I kept walking I heard the heels clicking faster and closer to me.

"JENN!"

My heart was racing.

"Jenn Taylor!!"

How the fuck do they know my last name?!?

I was turned around by the weird kid. Andrew.

"Jenn?"

I sighed

"Oh hey Andrew." I started to turn oh my heal but I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Hey um jenn, wanna hang out tonight at my place?"

I stopped in my tracks, what do I say? I barley know this guy!

"Uh, I will let you kn-"

"Sounds great! I will text you my address later!" He winked and walked away

"Creep." I said under my breathe and I walked to my first period class.

I finally reached my class just in time before the tardy bell rang. I say in my seat. it wasn't even 15 seconds and I heard the whispers. I had the anxiety, everything was coming to me. I can't take it any longer.

I put my head in my hands with my elbows on my desk. I sighed just with my eyes closed until the teacher spoke.

"Miss Taylor, please bring your head up."

God dammit, I knew my eyes were red, I was about to make a fool out of myself. I picked up my head and wiping my eyes like I was just tired. the teacher just looked at me weirdly and rolled her eyes while she turned on her heals. I just sighed and I didn't even bother listening. I just thought of what a horror this week will turn out to be without hayes.

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The bell finally rang and the day was finally over. I scurried to my locker out my books in my locker and speed walked to the exit before I was stopped by anyone. I was walking through the parking lot and I was trying to avoid eye contact with any living being around her. "IM so anti social." I sighed and I heard a car driving past but at a slow pace. like it was watching me. I didn't bother looking at the car because I didn't want to make eye contact and I don't wanna be stalked or made fun of. I heard a window roll down.

"Hey jenn! Want a ride?"

I recognized that voice, Andrew.

I Mentally rolled my eyes, and I stopped in my tracks and I looked up at Andrew.

"Um no I'm fine I can get home by myself." I said continuing my walk home, alone"

"Come on jenn! And your coming over anyway right?"

"Uh I never really gave you an exact answe-"

"Come on jenn just get in."

I sighed and I walked into his car and I opened the passenger side of the car and I didn't feel the most comfortable with this... what am I doing?

"So jenn, there is this party on friday, and you should really come." Andrew said whole driving with one hand on the wheel and his right hand out the window.

"Um I'm not really a Party person." I sighed putting my elbow up against the window and resting my head on my hand.

"Come on, live a little."

I rolled my eyes.

I need to do something with my life. Come on Jenn it can't be that bad.

"I'm in."

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