Little Things Hayes Grier

Chapter 43: Back to normal?

Yesterday was so bipolar.. I don't even know what happened with Hayes and I. I was currently getting ready for school, Hayes texted me a few time's this morning already but I haven't unlocked my phone yet today. I rolled out of my bed and took my phone off the charger and unlocked my phone. I went onto my messages and went on Hayes and I's messages.

Hayes:): Good morning beautiful :)

Hayes:): Wanna walk to school?

I smiled even though he was texting me after the other day.. I reesponded to Hayes just saying Good morning and Yes and telling him to meet me at my house at 7:15.

I put my phone down and went into my bathroom in my room to get ready. 

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After I got ready I opened the bookcase and went upstairs and got a new mascara and went back down and shut the bookcase behind me. I put on a white sweater with blue ripped jeans with my combat boots. I put on my white michael kors watch and I grabbed my phone and went downstairs to get breakfest and waited for Hayes. I went into the living room and turned on the TV and watched reruns of American Horror Story because I got myself addicted. I heard the doorbell ring, I shut off the TV and sat up and grabbed my bag and answered the door.

"Good morning." Hayes smiled

"Morning." I smiled

I shut the door behind me and Hayes and I began to walk. It was 42 degrees out so I was freaking freezing. "Are you cold?' Hayes asked taking his sweatshirt off and handing it to me.

"Thank you Hayes." I smiled

"No problem." He smiled 

We continued to walk to school and when we got there we hugged and went to our classes. 

Today was Friday thank god, but I have so much work to make-up since I've missed school because I've been with Matt all week. Whoops. 

Since today is Halloween Hayes and I are going to get candy obviously and we might go to a party, because why not have a little fun?

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Hayes and I were walking home, and we just talked about what were doing tonight.

"Have you talked to Kayleigh?"

I shook my head. "No, I haven't been in school all week because I was with Matt, and before that I was away with you, I haven't since that whole thing happened with Ryan and Maddy at lunch." I shrugged

"What have you been doing for lunch?" Hayes asked

"Well, I just go to Jessica's lunch now, I got my lunch schuedle changed."

Hayes nodded

"Well, I will see you tonight Hayes at Jades?" I aksed stopping in front of my house.

Hayes nodded. "See you tonight." He smiled

As Hayes was turning around I pulled him back and hugged him. I dont know why I just had the urge to. Hayes didn't hesisaite to hug back. Hayes smiled and waved, I waved back and went inside. I opened thr garage and noticed my Aunt's car wasn't here... weird. I went inside and put my bag down. "Stacey?" I called out

No answer

I shrugged, they are probably out somewhere.I was about to go upstairs when I felt something weird, a weird feeling, like somebody or something was here.. I turned around and nothing was there.... I looked around once again and went down the hallway and went upstairs. I haven't told anyone, but my depression is slowly making it's way back. I haven't ate, I started to cut again, I have noboby to 'talk to, I could talk to Hayes but I don't think he would undertsand, I have nobody to talk to, I don't have a mom, my father is totally useless, my Aunt is barley around, Stacey is out and about, I have no friends in school, I need to let it out. The only person I can talk to is Matt... of course when I need him he leaves...