Riot Girl

Star gazing.

Molly's P.O.V

May 10th

I hadn't seen Tom since Sunday night. And it was now Wednesday. He hadn't picked me up from school. We hadn't practised. I sighed as I headed to Deadbeats studios. I knew Tom wouldn't show. And Sarah and Dani would have questions I hadn't seen or spoken to them since the party either.  My stomach churned. Wow you really  fucked up. Nice.

When I got there Dani and Sarah were already there.

"Shut the fuck up no it isn't!" Giggled Sarah.

"I swear on all that is punk it is like about this big." Said Dani making a decent sized space between her hands.

I raised my brows.

"Well thanks for giving me that nice mental image of Mark's dick."

Dani blushed but giggled and Sarah burst out laughing.

"You're welcome." Said Dani winking at me.

"Where's Tom?" Asked Sarah looking behind me.

I felt sick. I felt my face heat and I shrugged.

"No idea. I haven't seen him since the party." I said coolly.

Sarah's eyes narrowed on my face and I tried to avoid her gaze.

"What happened to you that night? I woke up alone on the couch with Scott passed out next to me." She said with a raised brow.

My mouth felt like it was full of sand. So dry. Fuck.

"Nothing. I walked home."

Sarah sighed and shook her head.

"I can't believe you fucked him! Honestly after everything I told you. Molly...what were you thinking?!" Scolded Sarah.

I crossed my arms across my chest defensively.

"Jeez cool it mom. So what if I did? Big deal."

Dani squealed.

"You and Tom?! No fucking way!"

I rolled my eyes at her excited reaction.

"It didn't mean anything-"

"To you maybe. You knew how Tom felt about you and you did it anyway...and now he isn't here. You have to fix this. The show is 2 weeks on Saturday. We don't have much time. Tom was going to help us play and without him we can't. It's that simple."

I sighed. Sarah was right. We needed Tom. I needed Tom.

"What do you want me to do about it?" I asked

Sarah groaned in exasperation.

"Well that's for you two to work out. I can't believe you did that Molly. Why?"

I couldn't take the dissappointed way Sarah was looking at me with those big hazel eyes of hers. I felt so ashamed of what I'd done. The way Tom had looked at me that night and I'd just left him there. Why? Why had I slept with Tom? Well because I'd wanted to. He made me feel excited. Alive. Better. When I was with him I felt better than I had in a long time and I didn't even know why. But I couldn't explain that to anyone. Not even myself.

"It just happened ok? And I don't see why I should fix this. He's the one ignoring me."

Dani cleared her throat.

"If I may? You have to fix this cause you're the one that fucked up dude. Sorry."

My eyes widened on Dani.