The new Maknae~

Chapter 27: He heard!!

So I am back after a whole year of you guys not hearing anything from me, or this book. I am so damn sorry about that too. School has been busy even in the Corona time. And my mom wanted me to get tested for depression and I tested positive, so that was also a thing I've been working on. I love writing and I actually missed it a lot, so here we have a new chapter after like a full on year. I hope you guys enjoy, but first a small recap:

"I can't believe I can finally act around you guys like I've always wanted to." I whispered silently. "Finally show some affection without my image of being a bad boy being ruined." I fell asleep not to long after that, not knowing that Hoseok was awake the whole time. He was more confused than ever....

Hoseok POV

What just happened? What did he mean by that? 'He can finally act around us how he always wanted to?' I've never been this confused, what is he acting about. I was staring at the ceiling while Yoongi was hugging me. After a few more minutes I myself fell asleep too.

The morning

Everyone was already downstairs waiting for me to have breakfast together. They fell silent when I walked in.
"Good morning Hoseok, how did you sleep?" Seokjin-Hyung asked me, I nodded to him saying I slept good. He nodded back and they went back to talking about whatever they were talking about before.

After breakfast we went to the dance studio, I wasn't allowed to dance so the only thing I could do was watch. I didn't mind that I wasn't allowed to dance because I wasn't really here with my head. After last night I'm still quite confused. What did Yoongi mean by acting? I looked at him, he was already looking at me and smiled, I smiled back at him not my normal smile, just a small smile. He noticed but didn't say anything about it.
Maybe I should confront him about it? But what if I heard wrong? That is also a possibility, I was tired so I probably did hear wrong.

Practice went great for the guys, they finished quite fast and were allowed to have a rest for a while. Namjoon came to me and set next to me on the floor, I offered him my bottle of water and he took it with a grateful smile. He took a big sip and swallowed it. He looked around the practice room, everyone was talking to each other or just laying sprawled out on the ground. He turned to me.

"So, what has been bothering you?" He asked me. I just looked at him in shock, we really could read one another can't we? I let out a soft laugh.

"What do you mean? I don't know what you're talking about." I said, wanting to sound believable. Namjoon looked at me and started to laugh. Of course he doesn't believe me, which one of us would believe it. The others looked at us weird but turned around eventually, to go back to what they were doing. Everyone except Seokjin-Hyung, he came towards us and sat down next to us.

"So what were you two talking about?" Namjoon looked at me, I nodded at him. He told Seokjin-Hyung that he asked me what has been bothering me, but I didn't tell him. "Yeah I was wondering the same thing too." I just sighed and I told them that I just wanted to wait and find out the answer myself first. They nodded but didn't get up and walk away. It was silent but it was comfortable. We were watching the younger ones have some fun before the dance instructor told them to get up and begin from the start again.
I was watching them again but I fell asleep a few minutes later.

"Hoseok-ah, Hoseok-ah." I woke up slowly. Confused who called me and when I fell asleep. "Hoseok-ah, it's time for some lunch, are you coming?" Of course, it was Seokjin-Hyung. I nodded and slowly got up from the ground. Everyone was already out, everyone except Yoongi and me.

"Yoongi-ah, can I talk to you after lunch?" Yoongi looked a little shocked but nodded anyway, he replied with an "Of course Hyung." We went out to the van and rode to a restaurant to have lunch. Inside we got to a closed off spot and got served. Everyone ordered something different, things we would all like. We all offered each other food from our own plate and gave it to the others. We ate in silence everyone was enjoying themselves, I just wasn't able to swallow anything. Every thought running through my head was wild.

After the lunch we went to the recording studio and recorded a new song. We were going to have a comeback really soon so we needed to be prepared. I wanted to talk to Yoongi about what he had said but there wasn't any time for us to do so. Yoongi and I weren't in the same recording studio so we didn't get to talk here either.

After a few hours we were finally going home. In the van Namjoon and Kook were talking about what they wanted to eat, after a while Tae joined in too. Yoongi, Jimin and Seokjin-Hyung were also talking among themselves. I wanted to be left alone, I was thinking about how to talk to Yoongi. After we arrived I went inside with the others. I went upstairs, I passed by Yoongi. I didn't know how to confront him about it, so I went upstairs. They all looked at me confused but just shrugged and let me go, thinking it was because I was tired from being out the whole day and still not fully recovered. Upstairs I went in to my room and closed the door. I changed into my sleep wear and went to bed. I've been thinking the whole day and I just don't know what to do. I probably misheard it, nothing important. I'll forget it in a while, I won't let it affect me anymore.

Downstairs

"Sooo, who knows what's on Hoseok-Hyungs mind?" Kookie asked. "He hasn't been himself today, of course he just came out of the hospital only yesterday but he was different yesterday. Now he just closed himself off..." they all nodded at his statement.

"Maybe it is because of the fact that he now knows what actually happened to Dawon-Noona?" Jimin said. "I mean that must have been an impact too right? It's not everyday you hear that your uncle killed your sister." We all looked at Jimin, he has a point. Not a nice point but he has a point. It must've given him a negative impact...

"Yoongi, do you maybe know something? You were with him yesterday night." We now all looked at Yoongi, but Yoong didn't even notice. "Yoongi?" He finally looked up in shock.

"Wh..what?" He asked. "Did you say something?"

"Do you know what happened to Hoseok-Hyung, or what is on his mind?" He just shook his head no.

"I only talked to him yesterday night, but he was already asleep." Right? He was asleep right? Oh no, what if he heard me. What if that is what he's been thinking about. Shock went through me now, he heard, that is why he's acting like this, oh no, it is all my fault. I ran upstairs into his room I slammed the door open.

"HOSEOK!!"

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