You Finally Noticed

XI. I still have something to say...

I went to school without feeling Wonwoo's presence.

My day passed by in a blur. I'm feeling too empty and lifeless without him.

I went to my work.

Everytime the bell chimes at the entrance I keep expecting Wonwoo to come.

But he never does.

My shift ended, and I used to see him waiting for me but there's no one here now except for me.

I am walking home now, alone.

There's no Wonwoo to hold my hands.

I miss him so much.

"Wonwoo-yah, where are you?" I asked to myself.

I don't know where to find him. I don't know how will I find him also. I don't know when will I see him again.

I hate the thought that he already left me.

Just like that?

He didn't even say goodbye.

But what if he did?

What if he just played with me?

What if all of it was just an act?

I tried to hold back the tears from falling.

I swear he's sincere. He's serious and I can see it in his eyes.

I know he cant do it to me.

Wonwoo can't.

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Six days had passed.

He's been missing for 6 days and 14 hours.

I know it's crazy to count the days and the time since he was gone but it matters for me.

I haven't seen him for that long and I already feel like I can't live anymore.

I'm dying inside. I missed him so bad.

I don't even have any news about him, about what happened.

I haven't seen him again.

My world is slowly losing its life and color.

What will I do without him?

I feel so lonely and vulnerable.

I feel like I'm breathing but my heart is broken.

I feel like the half of my heart is missing.

I feel so incomplete.

It's lame to cry but Im always doing that lame thing.

I am crying for nights.

10 more hours and he's been missing for a week.

"Wonwoo-yah, please come back." I said as I grip tighter at my pillow.

The tears rolled down in my cheeks again.

"I still have something to say..."

"I don't know what to do now, without you. You said you wont leave my side right? You're a liar... " I said with my voice cracking.