Got Your Heart In My Hands [ATL Fanfic]

Chapter 7

(Alex POV)

I was happy for Jack and Val. But sad at the same time. I couldn't get over her. She was having my best friends baby and I just couldn't get over her. Seeing her with Jack makes me wish it were me. I wish she had never gotten pregnant. I had a slight chance with her but now I have no chance. I sighed and laid my bed, staring up at the ceiling. I wish Jack wouldn't of fallen for her. My phone rang and I pulled it out. "Dude, we found out the gender of the baby!" it was Jack of course. "Great! What is it?" I asked. "We're having a boy!" he shouted excitedly. "Awesome!" I said. "I gotta go call more people! You you later man!" he said. "Bye!" I hung up. I was truly happy for them, sort of.

(Jack POV)

I called the whole band, crew, and my parents. They were all excited and happy for us. I was excited. I was going to have a son! We were gonna have a son! I drove to Val's house. The first time I went to Val's house after her brother found out about the baby wasn't fun. He slammed me against the wall and screamed at me. He even punched me in the mouth. But he got over it. He is happy that he is gonna be a uncle.

(Val POV)

We got to my house and I quickly went inside. "Mason!" I shouted. He came running down the stairs. "What is it?" he asked, I could tell he was excited. Jack walked up to me and stood by me, grinning. "A boy!" I said grinning. Mason grinned. "A boy! Congrats!" he said then hugged me. "Thanks." I said smiling. Jack and I went upstairs to my room. I sat on my bed and crossed my legs. Jack sat next to me grinning. I smiled at him. "What?" I asked. "How would you feel about living with me?" he asked. I grinned. "I'd love that!" I said then hugged him. After a while I pulled away. "What about Alex?" I asked. "We could get our own house. Me, you, and the baby." he smiled. I grinned and kissed him. "That would be perfect!"

A few days later Mason and I visited our parents graves. Today marks three years that they've been dead. Mason and I walked up to their graves and stood in silence. It was January so it was freezing but we didn't care. Each year we would stand the cold just to see our parents. Every year on this day the memories of the day they died flooded back. Here's what happened that night:

Mason and I had been really sick. I called my parents to come home from a party that they were at. We were throwing up all the time and we felt horrible. My parents hadn't been drinking that night so they were fine to drive. But since it was January the roads were covered in ice. They hit a patch of ice and slid off the road and hit a tree. My dad died instantly and my mom was taken to a hospital. But she they couldn't save her. When I found out that they died I grabbed a bottle of Vodka and went walking the streets. It was a terrible idea since I wasn't already feeling too great. I got super wasted and passed out on some persons lawn. That's how the guys of All Time Low found me.

I looked down at my mothers grave and started crying. Mason hugged me and I cried on his shoulder. "I wish she was here. I need her. I wish she could help me with the pregnancy." I cried. She would of helped me most. "I know Val." he said. After I collected myself someone he let go of me. I stared down at my dads grave. "I love you daddy." I whispered and started crying again. "I wish you could meet your grandchild." I put my hands on y stomach. "I'm sure he would of loved you." I smiled. "I love you." I said staring at their graves. "I met the babies father the day you guys died. He and his friends found me." I wiped the tears from my eyes. "I'll bring him by sometime." I smiled. I wish they really could meet him. "We are getting a house together." I said and Mason looked at me. "Really?" he asked. I nodded. He didn't say anything. "I'm sure we won't be far." I said. We said goodbye to our parents and went back home. When I got home I climbed into my bed and stared at the ceiling and just cried.

The next day Jack came to visit me. "Babe?" He knocked on the door. I had been just laying there staring at the ceiling like I had did last night. "Im up." I said quietly. He walked in and laid next to me. I snuggled up against him and he wrapped his arms around me. "You okay?" He asked. "No." I responded. "Im sorry." He said. I clenched my teeth to keep from crying. "I wish they could of met you and see the baby." I sighed. "Look on the only bright side. You met us that night." He said. I started crying. "I'd rather have my parents." I said. That probably hurt his feelings a little but it was true. I would rather have my parents alive then be friends with the guys of All Time Low and dating Jack. "You hungry?" He asked changing the subject. I nodded. "You want me to bring it up to you?" He asked. I shook my head. "I need to get up." We walked downstairs and Jack started making chocolate chip pancakes.

After I finished eating I put my plate in the sink. "Im gonna go shower." I said. Jack grinned at me. "Can I join you?" I smiled at him. "Hell yeah." I said. He grabbed my hand and we went upstairs into the bathroom. We both quickly stripped off our clothes. I had just gotten my shirt off and Jack stopped and stared at my stomach. "What?" I asked as I looked down my stomach. I hadn't realize that I had a little bump. I put my hands on my stomach and smiled. "Baby JJ is growing." Jack looked up at me. "JJ?" He smiled and kissed me. We took the rest of our clothes off and got in the shower. I felt a little awkward even tho Jack had seen me naked before. I got my hair wet and then washed it. Jack stood there staring at me as I did so. I giggled. "You're beautiful." He said grinning. I blushed and moved out of the way so Jack could wash his hair. He slid his arm around my waist as I tried to move out the way. He pulled me closer to him.. he grinned. I looked up at him and smiled. He bent down and kissed me. We stood there kissing for a few moments before I pulled away for air and bit my lip. He was grinning still. "I want you." He whispered in my ear. I giggled. "Right here?" I asked. He nodded. "Alright." I kissed him.

After our shower we wrapped ourselves in our towels and quickly walked to my room. "What are you gonna wear?" I asked Jack. He didn't have clean clothes. He shrugged. "I'll just wear what I had on before." He said. "Alright." I said and got dressed in a baggy tshirt and sweat pants. After Jack and I were dressed we sat on my bed. "When do you want to start looking for a house?" He asked. I shrugged. "Soon." I wanted to be moved in our house for a little before the baby comes. I was about five months pregnant so we had three months to get a house. "Alright." He said.

Later after Jack left I got a text from Alex.

Alex: can we talk?

Talk? What did we need to talk about?

Me: sure. Can you come over?

Alex: yeah be there in a few.

A few minutes later Alex arrived. I smiled at him when I opened the door. "Hey Alex." He smiled back. "Hey Val." We walked over to the couch and sat down. "Is your brother home?" He asked. I shook my head. "Why is everything okay?" I was getting worried. "Sort of." He said. "Listen Val. I know your having Jack's baby and you guys are moving in together but i just wanted to let you know that I'm not over you. I still have feelings for you. I'm happy for you two but its killing me too. I should of fought for you." I was shocked. Alex still had feelings for me? Of course i had feelings for him. Who didn't? He was hot as fuck. But i was with Jack and wd are having a baby. I sighed. "Alex i have feelings for you too. I always have. But Jack abd the baby..." I trailed off. "Alright. But can you do something for me?" He asked and i nodded. "Kiss me. I want to know if there's still any sparks." He said then kissed me. There sure were sparks.