Ty Williams
Life is an ongoing battle of hardship, don't you dare try and get the best of it, and it will fuck you over.
That night as soon as I left Violets house, I felt like I needed to tell her before she finds out from someone else and gets hurt. The last thing I wanna do is hurt the only girl I've ever loved. Its so hard keeping this huge thing away from her. And today when I was about to tell her that idiot guy showed up and fucked up my whole mood. Who the hell does he think he is?
Apart from that I know I have to move in with my aunt in Pittsburgh and as much as I hate to admit it but I just don't want anyone to have Violet except me. She's the only one that ever cared enough and now I have to lose her as well. This is no fair my mother does as she pleases gets married without thinking about her kids instead she chooses to ship us to Pittsburgh but ... Violet. I want her to be happy, I wanna make her happy. I wanna give her the world because I know she can make it so much better. How do I tell her that I have to go , that we have to break up, that there isn't going to be an US anymore. I'm so confused with everything right now. I need to talk to someone, and I cannot talk to Violet, I'll end up making things worst then they actually are. I can't even talk to James, I mean he is my best friend but he would never give me any advice except 'hump and dump' and right now that means nothing to me. I guess I should just sleep on it and make my final choice tomorrow. Whatever happens, happens.
I kicked off my sneakers and pulled off my top, put on my tank top on and kicked off my jeans and let it lay there on the floor. I jumped on my bed not even considering to put a blanket on top of me. I switched my night lamp off and slightly dozed off to sleep, until...
*Buzz! Buzz! Buzz!*
I got up with the sound of my phone vibrating to dooms day, I really hoped it was Violet but sadly it was one of the two things closest to her.
Riley: Yo! wussup with u dude?
I instantaneously knew she was referring to the way I just left Violets earlier.
I texted back: nothing Riyy I'm just really confused rn
Riley: Confused? About what?
Ty: I have to move...
Riley: Ty this isn't the time for jokes, I'm missing the last episode of season six of how I met you mother, I will kill you dude.
Ty: I'm not fucken joking Riley.
Riley: Wait so does Vii know?
Ty: Not yet, I kinda don't know how to tell her.
Riley: look man this is hectic but you have to tell her, either way you look at it she's going to be hurt, tho if you make it clear to her- that you love her and you want her in your life she could stay. You guys need to talk things out Ty. Yet just remember one thing, the longer you keep it from her... the longer you gonna wonder if things will actually work or not. Keep in mind that she loves you like hell. lolkbye Barney also has issues with Robin I have to chuck:-) take care. Lemme know if you need anything.
Undoubtedly everything that she said made perfect sense. I needed to tell Violet as soon as possible. She deserved to know the truth and hopefully if she understands we could work things out and then be together as soon as we graduate. Though who was I kidding, she'd never wanna wait so long for me and I honestly don't expect her to.. I just hope for my sake she loves me enough to wait that long.
As I kept thinking the situation through and through I realized it was 2am and I had yet not slept a wink. So I decided to forget it all and I'll most certainly have a talk with Violent about all of this but for now I need to shut up and catch a wink, but before I did - I sent Violet a text that read
*Love you babe :-) *
I then tucked my phone under my pillow; I closed my eyes, so much of shit- for one day. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
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Violet Frost.
That night when Ty left so in a hurry I was quite worried about him, in the year and eight month's that we've been together he has never done anything like that except when Blaire told him that the Red Sox won the world series but that was baseball and frankly I didn't know if baseball or I came first in his life however I did know that Ty wasn't himself at all, and I needed to get to the bottom of this , yes I know I sound like I'm on CSI, but I hope he was ok, so instead of me texting him I should ask Riley if she would do it , they had a brother - sister thing so I guess she could figure it out. And so I texted her saying
'Riyy sorry to bother you but are you busy?'
I waited a few minutes and checked my phone. She replied saying.
'Lol nahh what's cracking?'
I didn't know how to phrase it properly so I just went and got it out..
'Could you ask Ty if his ok please?'
She answered quickly saying ' I'm on it '
As I waited for Riyy to text me back, I went down stairs to see if my parents had gotten back yet... and to get a cookie but that's beside the point , they weren't yet so I ran back up and went to check my phone, there was a text from Riley saying...
*Vi don't stress, his okay- his got a lot of stuff on his head, but that's not for me to share.. Tomorrow you both need to talk things out so I will not fetch you for school - get a ride with him k?*
I was so confused I had no idea how to reply- after ... what could he possibly have on his head right now?
Did he want us to break up? Maybe I should just ask him, at first I thought this was about that Aiden guy, but I guess I was wrong. There's something...
*Knock knock*
At first it startled me because according to my knowledge I was completely alone at home , "Come in" I said as I shifted my position to face my room door. My mother’s head popped up from the corner of the door. "Hey sweetie." she whispered "Still up?" she questioned
I smiled at her happy mood today "Uh yeah mom , just finishing up a few things before I get to bed, how was work?" I asked quite shocked about what came out of my mouth. "Oh who bothers about work kido, its uh- the phrase YOLO I am referring to right now." she said as she stepped inside my room. Okay now I'm worried.
With a complete and utter concern I asked "Mom are you high?" She laughed until she sat on my bed and then she tilted her head, "No sweetie, I'm much to developed for that type of experimenting." I looked at her again with confusion oozing out of my eyes. "See I have been chosen as the lead psychologist for the study of mental development of teenagers, so there is going to be a conference held in Canada for about week, I would love to take you with but unfortunately... we don’t have the financial funds to take you along." she lowered her head with a sad expression plastered all across her face. "But Violet , I going to get someone here to come and stay over with you." Her face was covered in smiles and I knew what she was getting at... Aunt Allie, she was my mom’s younger sister- she's basically the best aunt in the world, I love having her stay over. When she came over last summer, we decided to stay up all night and watch Nicholas Sparks movies and eat ice cream with marshmallow fluff. We had great memories together and if she'd be coming to stay with me for a whole week... then great.
Before my mom could say anything I said "Great When will Aunt Allie be here? Oh and congratulations on your teenager thingy mom." she smiled at my reaction as she hugged me "Thank you sweetie, oh she will be here on Wednesday just as soon as we leave."-" Ah I forgot to tell you she's bringing her boyfriend Ryan along, so enjoy and be nice."
"I will mom promise. I'm going to get to bed now, so good night."
She got up; switched the light off and said a soft good night.
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