Chapter 19
Aiden Grey
*song_ tears in the ocean – Jay Sean *
It’s been 5 months since I had last spoke to Violet. On our last encounter I tried proving to her that Ty was just wasting her time and he was an ass yet she wouldn’t believe me. I walk pass her everyday yet she wouldn’t even give me a second glance. I know she wants nothing to do with me but I love her and all the little things that make her. Violet Frost was the reason I learned about life, she gave everything and I failed to make her happy. I hated that at the end of the day I was the one who wounded her and she found happiness with someone else. I wasn’t supposed to fall in love with her- I was just getting my mind off how shit my life was and soon enough she pulled every piece of my life together and all I wanted to do with this was to please her and make her see that I was the one who could make her happy, that never again would I lie or hurt her- that after all of this crap that I put her through I still wanted to be around her, be there for her and protect her. I knew I had to get her attention, I had to make her want me as much I as wanted her. By the end of that night Riley and I had formed a plan to make sure that Ty gets caught out and Violet ‘falls into my arms once more’ I didn’t like the name but I mean that’s all I wanted.
The next day I woke up early without Grace screaming into my ears so that was actually a good thing for her. I rushed through breakfast, my dad and I spoke about some game that was being played this weekend. He also brought up Jenny, I didn’t say much just that I had spoken to Nikky and that she was fine and happy with her new life, he was glad that she was okay and offered that if I wanted I could go see her, but I refused – I knew that I only needed one women in my life and today I was going to make things right with her.
Time flew pass slowly that day, I guess by lunch time I wished I would’ve slept a little longer.as I walked towards my locker I saw Violet and Ty walk pass me but before they could I shoved him to the side and continued walking.
“Do you want me to indent your face punk?” he said walking closer to me, I noticed as his arm snaked its way around Violet as if she was his possession. I hated it.
“Yeah you could do that, give it your all man and walk away with me still laughing at how pathetic you are.” I told him
“You know you keep calling me pathetic but have you taken a look at yourself lately Grey?” he asked shoving me into the locker. Damn.
“BOTH OF YOU STOP OKAY.” Violet yelled at us.
“Babe tell him to back off before I finish what he started.” He said pulling her closer again.
“You might finish it off, but I swear I always get what I want.” I said looking only at Violet, she avoided eye contact and I wished she’d just talk me.
“What exactly do you want asshole?”
“The one thing that you had to take away from me… you didn’t deserved a second of her attention” I said still not breaking my eyes away from her. I missed her so much.
“I didn’t have to take her; she came running back to me because you’re just a pathetic excuse of a person.”
“She would stil-“before I could continue she cut me off, looking completely pissed at us both.
“I’m not an object that you two can just throw around; I do not belong to either of you.”
“Violet you know that his not gonna make you I happy besides you heard him out yet you refuse to talk to me and you suddenly make this fucked up choice to be with this…this… prick, you and I both know that you deserve better than this, you’re a queen and you deserve no less then to be with a king.” I said shoving him to the other side of the hall, I walked towards the door as I watched her eyes fall to the floor I passed her and said “I’m not going to give up Fighting for you, even if you are with … him, you will always be mine.”
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Violet Frost
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For some crazy reason I found myself of Aiden’s porch that afternoon, suddenly a whole part of me wanted to hear what he had to say. He was right, I refused to let his explain- evn though he probably messed up I should’ve allowed him that at least.
As I pulled my hand up to reach the door, it swung open.
“ Violet? Uh hi, do you wanna come in?” he seemed really nervous speaking to me and for someone like Aiden, it was new to me.
“I actually just wanted to talk to you, but if you’re going out I could come back later?”
“No of course not, I was just going to get something to eat – you could join me if you’d like to?” he asked politely still not making much eye contact with me. I should probably refuse the invite , I couldn’t do this again.
But before I could talk he started rambling faster than I could explain.
“I love you okay. It’s been hard from me to admit and yeah – I fucked around with you , but if I’m being completely honest Violet I have never in my life felt this much of love and affection that you showed me and a lot of times it scared me to think that you didn’t know the complete truth about my past, I’m sorry that I hurt you but I swear if I had it any other way id still have you by my side, id still want you as much as I did 5 months ago, Violet I miss you and I know you’re with TYLER yet I don’t think that he could love you as much as I do,” he stopped to take a breath and continued “,that day when I … left- he was here. I came back from the pharmacy and I was on my way to give you the medicine but –I know you won’t believe, what’s the use?” he said dropping his head in what seemed to be shame. But I took the opportunity to speak.
“Aiden, I’m not with Ty, Yeah we might be close but I’m not with him, for some sick reason I can’t stop thinking about you.” I said lowering my head but before I knew it he was standing mere inches away from me.
“Why is sick?” he asked slowly, capturing each word he spoke, it was perfect.
“Because you don’t want me that way, I was basically a toy for you. I told you before that I don’t care about whatever happened in your past, it’s not a big deal , not everything was meant to be shared but I just … I don’t know what to believe anymore Aiden.”
“Violet I never played you, I might have loved someone while being with you and I’m not saying that’s anyway to justify what I’ve done, but I swear to you I would never have walked out that door if I had a choice.”
“So why the hell did you then Aiden? Was I not good enough anymore?” I questioned as I banged on his chest, pushing him away from me.
“I never said that, you’re perfect and you know that more than I do. I never wanted to leave you Frost he was going to tell you and I didn’t want you to feel like I used you. I know it sounds dumb but at that time I felt as if I had no other way to do this” he came closer with every word he said , I realized then and there that for so long I’ve been thinking I hated him but I’ve never loved someone as much as I love him.
“Why would ty want to tell me things about you, it was none of his business…” I questioned still hoping that maybe he was being ridiculous about all of this.
“Forget it okay, I’m not lying to you and I will do anything right now to prove to you that I love you and that nothing will come between us again, Violet I’ll be your friend, I’ll be your doorman for god sakes, I just don’t want you to look my way and pretend you see nothing.’’
Before I could reply him my hands worked its way up his neck, and his grip on me tightened while his hands sat on my lower back as we got closer I realized what I was doing and even though I was completely shocked with my actions I moved closer and waited until his lips touched mine, we’ve done this many times before but this time it was as if I could taste the need, the pain and the passion. Our lips moved in sync for quite some time until his hands fell into the back pockets of my jeans and he pulled me closer. I knew I wanted to feel this way for the rest of my life.
He slowly pulled away , as he bit on my bottom lip smiling in between the kisses he placed on my lips “Violet … will you consider giving me one last chance to show you that I can love you like no one can?”
The END
