I couldn't take it any longer. Its so hard being in the same place as him. I just wanted to talk to him & yet I couldn't. I wanted to be in his arms & savor his touch one last time but I knew that being around him was moral poison. He was just going to hurt me over & over again no matter how hard I tried though I couldn't get Aiden out of my head. Which is funny because I have tried just about anything- I tried spending time with Ty & that has only made me think about things that Aiden would do better then Ty. I didn't mean to compare them but my mind was playing a really cruel game. I figured that it would be best for me to spend time alone, maybe that would be the only way to clear my mind.
"Violet..." I heard someone at the front door, the voice alone made me shudder. I knew it all so well. It was Aiden.
I contemplated whether I should open it or not. I didn't want to face him right now. I didn't wanna be played or be part of his game, yet something pulled me towards the door, I doubted it was gravity - it felt like something stronger though... Curiosity.
I walked towards the door & the he said "Violet open up I know you're in there."
Judge me but I had to do it. I opened the door & put on brave face.
"What do you want Aiden?" I asked slowly trying to look uninterested.
"I-can we talk please?" He looked desperate & edgy so I guessed maybe this was Important but my bitch attitude made sure that I couldn't be possessed by his evil ways.
"I'm busy Aiden could you make it quick?" I stated getting straight to the point.
"Violet I know I messed up & I'm sorry but you have to give me a chance to explain myself please?" He asked trying to get closer to me." I should of told you about my mom & my past before we got involved I was just scared.." He said slowly.
"I'm not mad because you didn't tell me about your mother Aiden or what middle school you went to that's your issue if & when you wanted to share that with me I would've of been there." I lashed out at him , it felt oddly amazing.
"Yeah? Then why are you mad?" He asked bluntly.
"Because you didn't have the decency to tell me that you weren't interested in me or even let me down easy instead you played with my mind & you broke my heart matter of fact I don't want to talk to you right now." I said while shutting the door but before I could he stepped into the door way.
"Wait, wait please I didn't mean what I said that day, it wasn't because I wanted to leave you violet I just had to." He said still keeping strong on the door.
"Oh so you were forced into telling me that I wasn't your type?" I questioned sarcastically
"No well- yeah exactly- it was Ty he said that -i please okay you have to believe me Violet, you the only one that gets me. Ty foun-" I stopped him before He could continue, how dare he say that Ty was the reason that he said all those things.
"Don't blame your mistakes on Ty, Aiden." I snapped at him ",maybe its time you stopped lying & faced up to the truth- I don't know who you are because you never gave me the chance to know you & now that I know I think that its better that I stay as far away from you as possible." I shut the door as quickly as I could.
He banged against the door about 3 times & kept saying "Violet open up." I hated how he was the one making me feel this way yet he pretended as if I was crazy.
I walked away from the door with tears in my eyes , this was all insane & I couldn't handle it I thought as I picked up my phone to call Ty. He was the only one I could count on right now.
Aiden Grey
I stayed on Violets porch as I recalled the day when I had a fight with my mom & dad - how I fought with Ty & we went for ice-cream, that day was cool I loved spending time with her. I got up & decided to head home to see if those to had trashed the place yet.
I walked in to see the house the same as I had left it only difference was that the Tv blasted through the surround sound speakers while both the girls watched some show.
"How did it go bud?" Riley asked still looking straight at the screen.
"Terribly , she doesn't believe me about Ty she assumes that I made it all up." I said monotonously as I went to sit on the couch next to her.
"That's life," added Blaire "Trust is like a piece of paper & when its crumbled up there's no chance of it ever being that perfect again."
"Bee shut up," Riley said looking at her friend in the funniest way possible ", look Aiden if you can't get Violet to trust you gonna have to show her what you mean...if Ty told you not to talk to her , you do the complete opposite to trigger him off & set his bitch plan on fire."
"Why are you doing this Riley?"I asked shocked as to why she might want to help me?
"Doing what?" She questioned & stood up.
"Helping me..."
"I don't know, maybe because I think you're an ass but just a better ass than Tyler." She said with hand actions that were wayy out of control.
"Well thanks."
Riley had a point, I needed to show Violet that I was being honest with her, if at first you don't succeed- go back & do it all again, but only this time I'll do it way better. I was going to get my girl back that I was sure of.
