Chapter 16
Aiden Grey
As soon as I got home that day I pushed the house door open & went straight to my room, nothing seemed to really matter at all- if she was gone, so was the rest of my life here. I didn't care that I didn't find Nichole, I just cared that Violet Frost couldn't be mine any longer. I was stupid to think that letting my past go was going to be easy, I guess at one point it just had to catch up with me. When I saw her this after noon-she looked pretty upset & ran into that assholes arms, if only she knew that I wanted her in mine, I wanted to hold her & make sure that she was okay. Even though I knew that Violet was never going to speak to me ever again .I miss her, I do. Her laugh & the way her eyes light up when I say her name like a statement of brilliance was being uttered, the way she walks & talks like nothing she ever does is short of beautiful. I even miss her psycho friends.
Last night there was no way I was going to sleep so I stayed up & thought about the first day I had met her, she seemed so surprised by me- I still remember Grace telling me to grow a pair & make friends, she had stuffed a few muffins or whatever into some crap plate she found while unpacking & sent me off. When my eyes landed on her it was as if she didn't really matter to me & to think that the same girl is the only thing on my mind- it was crazy, even for me.
I switched on the Tv & kicked off my shoes while the remote landed on my chest- some movie about a lake house played & soon I drifted into sleep.
BANG!!
My head jolted up from the pillow & soon realized that it was the door that was being attacked. A shit load of me wanted to ignore the door & carry on sleeping but I just got up anyway & walked towards it I shifted the lock to the left & pulled which revealed a very angry Violet.
"This came for you in the mail, from your Mother!!" She exclaimed as she pushed some envelope towards me.
"Uhh what is this?" I asked subtly as I tried straitening my shirt.
"I don't know but I'm leaving." She said as she turned around on her heel & headed out. "Thanks though, for telling me that your mother died," she's took a breath & laughed out sarcastically
"Its just so amazing you know, you the one always saying its hard for you to trust people yet you're the one lying to everyone including yourself."
"Violet..." I called after her- "Yes?" She said still walking out the drive way- god she was perfect.
"I'm sorry my mothe- Jenny & I- we really can’t ... Get" she cut me off before I could even boggle out something- anything to say.
"It’s none of my business, it’s your life & that is something I'm clearly not a part of any longer. Bye Aiden." She walked along the drive way until she got to the stairs by her house, she turned to look at me but still dead in the eye. She hated me with every single part of my being.
As I closed the door my attention dropped to the white envelope in my hand- What was in here?
I opened the sealing on the edge & pulled out a file. I paged through until I figured out what this was, it was all here, what I had been searching for these past few years yet I felt nothing I just wanted to be with Violet. If Nichole could move on with her life then I guess so should I. As I past few the last page I noticed her number printed on the page in bold- like all these other stupid things I've done lately- I decided to call her.
