chapter ten

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Aiden Grey

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As I walked out of Violets house, shutting the door behind me a huge rush of guilt passed though me, making me feel angry at myself. How do I tell her that I was in love with someone else? That the only reason I came to stay here was because I thought I had found Nichole -that I might hurt her but I just can’t let her go. She’s a distraction from the pain and its easier being around her then regretting every choice that I’ve ever made so far. How do I tell her that my girlfriend is missing and she ran away because of me …well my mother? I hated the way my chest felt by just thinking about it. Nichole and I were going to collage together and get married possibly have thirteen kids and id ran crazy looking for her, until I find her until I get to apologize to her, telling her I was sorry my mom and her dad were hooking up and sorry that her dad beat her up about it causing her to run away. I remembered the day she told me she was leaving, the way the makeup ran down her face as she broke loose of my hold. I love her, I always will.

When I got back inside it started to rain which made my life all the more depressing. I got up stairs and pulled off all the sticky pieces of clothing that slung all over my body and I decided to text Violet…

Aiden-*Thanks for today ;) *

Waiting for a reply I switched on my PlayStation and began playing call of duty. As I played I started thinking about Violet and how amazing it was to spend time with her- when I was with her my mind never crossed my past and that scared me more than anything if I keep spending that much time with her what if I forget about Nikk-

Just then my phone buzzed

Violet- *you’re welcome, oh Aiden you do suck at call of duty*

As soon as I read the text my head shot towards my window that pointed towards hers and looked straight her while she laughed at me shyly. I lifted my window as I began to rant on about her peeping at me.

‘’You think you can beat me at call of duty hmm?’’ I asked challenging her.

She looked at me like she had a plan but all she said was ‘’I know I can Aiden Grey.’’ I laughed through my window when suddenly I had an idea that seemed quite amazing. ‘’Great, I’ll be over in 10.’’ And shut the window before she said anything at all. I walked over to my cupboard pulled out my grey hoodie which was really ironic to me.

I packed my PlayStation into my back pack and walked over to violets house I rang the doorbell when her dad pulled it open- dang I thought she was alone.

‘’Hi Mr. Frost- is Violet around?’’ I asked pretending I didn’t make plans with her 10 minutes ago.

‘’And who might you be young son?’’ he asked pulling off the over protective father thing yet I could tell he was kidding but I answered him anyways.

‘’I’m Aiden Grey, from next door sir.’’ I said pointing to my left.  ‘’Violet and I were going to play PlayStation if that’s okay?’’

Before he could reply his wife came to my recuse ‘’Jack let the boy in,’’ I took a step inside and looked around the house, it was a lot cleaner then when I left it earlier this afternoon. 

‘’Good evening Mrs. Frost.’’ I said as I looked around waiting for Violet to pop out from anywhere to avoid this awkwardness. ‘’Good evening Violet is upstairs third door on your left.’’ She said while looking down on some papers with her pen in hand she looked very cool, like she knew what was going through my mind; a lawyer I figure. 

As I walked up stairs I looked at all the pictures and family mementoes that had been hung all through the stair case. This part of this was all new to me, as I got up I looked for Violets door- one, two …Three. Bingo.

I knocked on the door, waiting for permission or at least a reply... two seconds later the door flooded open  with a very beautiful Violet standing on the other side. ‘’Oh its – you ... I didn’t think you were actually coming?’’  She said as I made my way through her room door and looked all around, her room looked … so her. 

I walked over to her TV and plugged in the PlayStation, the cords were as messed up as my life. While I was busy I hadn’t noticed that Violet had snuck out and went to get snacks and two cans of Pepsi. Little did she know I was going to kick her butt.

‘’Ready?’’ she asked as she kicked the door closed with the back if her foot.  She wore an oversized hoodie and pink and white striped socks that made her look adorable.

‘’Ready as I’ll ever be.’’  I said going towards her with both controllers in hand as I handed her one I sat next to her as we both leaned our backs on her bed.

Twenty minutes later  I was getting my butt kicked by a girl in call of duty… What the heck. We played fair until i was almost about to die when she paused and looked at me ‘’Aiden …’’ she whispered sending shivers down my spine. ‘’Y-yea-h?’’ I asked as she got closer to me.

‘’I won you.’’ She said while passing her hand down my left cheek. ‘’No-no-t – yet-‘’ I said stuttering marveled at her beauty.

She let out a little giggle ‘’Violet , ‘’ I pulled her closer towards me as my hand gripped the nape of her neck I watched as her cheeks began to flush red. ‘’I like you.’’

Stunned she moved a few inches back ‘’ I hardly know you.’’

I went a few inches closer and she went back a few ‘’ what’s so bad about it, I like you and I think you’re amazing,’’ she cut me off before I could go any further. ‘’Me and you aren’t really a good idea Aiden.’’  She said while getting and going over to her dresser.

‘’So you don’t like me back then? ‘’ I questioned hoping to get answer out from her. ‘’ I never said that Aiden – I just- I like having you as a friend.’’  She said still looking down her eyes was now… worried.

‘’So just let’s see where this thing takes us?’’ I protested walking closer to her. ‘’Violet please.’’ I pleaded as my hands got a grip of hers I looked into her eyes. ‘’Okay but if it doesn’t work out we will be friends right? ’’ She asked

‘’It will work out I swear.’’ I said going closer to kiss her but she moved away leaving me rather confused.

‘’No.’’ She whispered into my ear as I began feeling weird in my tummy. Taking a hint I pulled her into a hug and let my hands explore her back. I kissed the top of her head and said a soft goodbye to her before I opened the door and headed out.

When I got home I noticed my dad and Grace had gotten home already. As I was about to walk up

‘’Where have you been kid?’’ my dad asked whiskey glass in hand. ‘’I was over next door, with a friend.’’ I said as I walked over now towards him but when I did I noticed we had company – Jenny…

Uninterested I began walking away without saying a word, before I could leave she spoke ‘’Aiden, I’m here about Nichole.’’

Rage filled the inside of my body and began getting frustrated by her presence- ‘’what do you want to say sorry again jenny? Because if you do I don’t wanna hear It.’’ I said shouting at her while my hands rolled up into fists.

‘’No, we found her Aiden .’’

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