A Long awaited update! Sorry!
July
I really dont know what just happened, or is Andy meant anything he just told Juliet. I know Juliet still loves him and i dont want to be getting hate because of 'She stole Andy from me' Or such. I know ANy would defend me, but it still hurts to think. Even if Juliet cheated, i dont want to be a rebound. I dont know what to think anymore.
I mustve thought so much that Black Veil Brides set ended, as i was suddenly jolted from my little rant and thinking by Ashley. "Cmon Ly, sets over we're going back to the bus." he murmured.
I nodded "Alright Ash." This was going to be very awkward, I know about Andy's feelings but, im still going to keep mine hidden and in check. This is going to be tough and i know it.
After following ashley though the venue, down the street and to the bus i was a tad bit calmer. But, let me tell you. Walking with a famous rockstar after a show isnt the smartest thing to do. Those fangirls and fanguys are freaking Insane! Like.. Insane. i cant even think of a diffrent word.
I still heard the fans yelling from outside the bus as security was trying to fend them off so we could leave. I would like to be back on the road to escape the hectic fans, and venues. Ill even deal with the tense and awkward feeling of the bus. Anything to be on the road.
I even heard one fan just scream "ANDY MARRY ME! LET ME HAVE YOUR KIDS!" which made me shake my head and let out a small quiet laugh. These fans are funny at times, but utterly terrifying when they want something of the band members. It doesnt help that they get jealous and being the only girl on this bus makes it alot different from me. Some envy, other hate. Some just kinda look at me like im an alien. So be it. Im an alien.
The guys mustve heard that comment and burst out laughing. I only caught them all glance at the door, then at each other before a variety of laughs were heard. Andy's deep laugh, CC's insane one, Jakes normal lagh, Jinxx's quiet and Ashley's girly one. No offence to Ashley in anyway.
"Guys, it wasnt that funny Geesh." I said quietly, shaking my head and leaning against the door frame of the bunk room. They all looked at me like i have suddenly just popped out of no-where, other then Ash. Ashley just smiled and tried to contain his fding laughter.
"Did you all seriously just realize im here?" I asked, tilting my head to the side and placing my hands on my hips. I heard a chorus of "Yes.", "Your slenderman, i swear" and "yea.. sorry" I knew Andy stayed quiet and i couldnt take my eyes off him. Just him. His beautiful flawless face, and those eyes. But i started to giggle to myself, sense his 'war paint' was smudged and leaking down his face. He look... like a skunk.
"You all might want to shower. You all reak, and look horrible. Your 'war paint' is all smudged and ew." I said, and smiled softly at them. They're all like a bunch of grown up babies. Does no one else see this or only me? I swear its true and no one can deny it. Or i will punch then in the nostril with a chopstick.
One by one each and every band memeber went and took the 'oh so scarey' shower. Im happy they took one cause now the bus smells like Axe and other musky man items. I loved these smells. They made me calm and relaxed, and believe me. Its hard to be calm in a bus with 5 guys. well 6 if you consider the bus driver.
"Hey July.. can i talk to you for a minute?" That voice, the voice i loved. The voice i never wanted to stop talking.
"Sure.." i nodded and let him drag me fom my comfy place on the couch into the empty kitchen.
"Listen, July eveything i said in the venue, and to Juliet. That was all true." He said pleadingly. I still couldnt admit my feelings.
"Andy, i dont want to be a rebound girl. You know that. Its only been maybe a month? If that." I tried to reason with him, i didn want to be hurt again.
"Your not a 'rebound' girl July i really do love you." He whimpered, tears built up in his eyes. PLease dont cry..
"Ill see Andy.. I need time." I whispered, and looked down, my eyes filling with tears as well.
And time was given
