“Mom! Mom, mom, mom, mom, mom!” I yell, running down the stairs in an excited frenzy. She gives me wild eyes as she looks at me confusedly. “Can I take your car to school?! Please, I have to be there in the morning!” I plea, her looking at me as if I’ve grown a second head.
“I-I guess so, why-” I grab her keys and turn around.
“Thanks mom!” I yell, running out of the door and down the driveway. I wave to Kristen, who’s been filled in by all the things that happened last night, and jump into the car. She runs from the bus stop to my house as I slam the door shut.
“Ahh!” I scream from excitement as Kris jumps in the passengers side, just as excited as me it seems. “Oh my god! It’s happening!” She squeals, buckling up as I back out of the driveway.
“I know!” I squeal back, racing down the road in a second.
Me and Kris talk about James the whole ride there, not taking a single breath from what it seems, until we reach the school.
“This is it…” I say, shutting off the car and breathing in and out slowly. “You got this girl.” She says, patting my back as I let out a deep sigh. “Let’s go!”
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I reach the gym doors, Kristen disappearing from sight minutes ago in search of her first period. I grab the handle and breathe in slowly, getting prepared for what was about to happen.
With one swift movement I swing it open and look around, seeing James instantly. He’s sitting on the bleachers hunched over in nervousness as he twiddles with his fingers.
I smile widely as I start to walk forward, seeing him stand abruptly. I give a confused look as he turns to the car rider doors, watching as a blonde headed girl runs in.
Jealousy runs through my veins as they hug, her boobs rubbing up against him.
Back off honey, he’s mine after today…
I think to myself, hiding behind a stack of chairs as I wait for their exchange to finish.
I watch as she pulls away from his hug, him gripping both of her hands in his, not letting her walk away.
Wait, what?!
I watch as they exchange words I’m too far away to hear as she starts jumping up and down, her boobs bouncing as well. I feel jealousy and a slight bit of anger run through me as they hug again, this time tighter and longer.
James sways her back and forth, me gritting my teeth as I feel a tear roll down my cheek.
What the fuck?! I was supposed to be the one in his embrace, not her.
I clench my jaw as they don’t stop hugging, me turning abruptly and stomping out of the gym, trying to hold back my tears.
I fast walk down the halls, ignoring the ‘hi’s’ and ‘hellos’ people are shouting to me, not one asking if I was alright as I find a restroom.
I go inside and run to the last stall, shutting the door and letting my tears fall down. Each tear is like it’s own separate waterfall, every one feeling heavier than the last as I cuddle myself on the floor.
I let out too many silent sobs as I hear someone come in and go into the stall next to me.
Can’t you see this restroom is taken?!
I want to scream at whoever is in here, but can’t as I find my voice mute. I stand up and flush the toilet so that it seems like I wasn’t doing drugs or something and walk out.
I wipe the black make-up off from my eyes, now looking a certain dull that terrifies me. My once hazel eyes now look defeated and sad, just like how I feel, as I remove more makeup.
Once I find my appearance acceptable, I walk outside, making no effort to do anything but go to class so I don’t have to deal with people.
As I’m marching up the stairs, I run into someone, mouthing a quick sorry before looking up at who it is. “Hey sweetheart.”
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I'm SO SO SO SO sorry that it's so short! Like really, freaking short, but I PROMISE to start making them longer! If we can get two votes on this part...:$ (I don't rly care about votes, I just wanna know someones reading)
Here's a joke:
q. What did the grandma get for Christmas...?
a. Nothing she died on thanksgiving... (THAT WAS TERRIBLE I'M SO SORRY)
-Arwen
