| Sehun |"Fuck right there sehun!" You screamed, holding on to the headboard for support. Your head soon dropped into the pillows, trying to muffle your moans
He grabbed a fistful of your curls and pulled it back, leaning forward towards your ear "Let the neighbors know my name" he grunted as his grip on your hips became tighter, mercilessly pounding into you trying to chase his high
"S-Sehun" you managed to say barely above a whisper, your voice nearly gone because all of the screaming.
She was getting tighter around him, so he went faster. The slapping of our skin was all that could be heard in his apartment.Not even a second later she came with a loud moan that he knows the whole block must have heard. It was like music to my ears, having her under him, screaming his name. Knowing no man could ever satisfy her like He does, He knows her body like the back of his hand, He knows her kinks, He knows her likes and dislikes, He knows how she likes her eggs in the morning, He knows little things about her that not even her closet friends know, and He definitely knows that He's madly in love with this woman yet...
He doesn't know why the feelings weren't mutual
His thoughts vanished when he felt his climax approaching. He quickly pulled out and released onto your back, almost not getting out in time but he wouldn't mind having kids if you were their mother.
His panting and heavy breaths filled the room, Sehun got up and grabbed a towel to clean you. He wiped your back, admiring your bronze skin decorated in his seed. When you were all clean, he threw the towel in the hamper.
He walked back over to the bed to see that you had fallen asleep. Sehun laughed to himself, pulling a curl behind your ear. He placed a kiss on your forehead, his arm pulled your body into him as he turned off the lights and fell asleep spooning you.
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The morning light beamed down on his eyes, causing him to groan. He tried to turn but was stopped by a body on his arm. Events of the previous night replayed in his mind, bringing a smirk to his face.
Sehun admired your facial features as he always did before you got up and left him lonely again. He's tried to make his feelings known but they were always dismissed by you.
He thought you more than just a 'friends with benefits', he actually wanted to wake up to your beautiful smile everyday, take you on dates and explore korea, meet his family and so much more but you didn't think of him as anything more than just a fuck buddy which hurt him
His members keep advising him to cut ties with you because he deserves so much better and he's tried but as soon as he saw you standing outside his door 'wanting to talk' he couldn't help himself. He thought fucking you senseless and pretending nothing happened the next day was better than not knowing you at all.
Sehun was too indulged in his thoughts to notice you were now sitting up, staring at him. "Sehun~"
Your sweet voice brought him back to reality, he smiled and stretched. "Goodmorning" He looked at you with nothing but love in his eyes, hoping he would see something similar in yours
"Morning" you smiled turning back around, and grabbing the bra he threw off you last night "What time is it" Sehun yawned out, glancing at the clock '8:56 AM'
His gaze landed back on you pulling up your pants "It's too early, come lay down" he grabbed your wrist and yanked you back onto the bed.
Sehun got on top of you and trapped your body between his arms, you smiled and he felt his heart nearly melt. He caressed your cheek and stared at you with a loving gaze.
You could see the admiration that he had for you just by simply being in his presence, but you just couldn't return it. He was an idol, and you were a junior in college. It would never work out, if news broke out of this affair, you would get dragged all around asia and you had enough worries as it was
Before things escalated, you gently pushed his arm out of the way and got up. Proceeding on putting the rest of your clothes on until you were fully dressed "Where you going?" He sat up, watching you fix your hair
"I- uh forget I had some homework that's due tomorrow so" You gave him a small smile, walking out the bedroom which he followed
You walked to the living room to find your keys, "So I was thinking" he trailed off, wondering if he should finish his sentence because your answer would always be the same
"Maybe I could take you out" you turned around, no specific emotion showing "I don't think it's a good idea Sehun"
"Why not" he said, his tone coming out harsher than intended
"Because Sehun what if someone spots us? Everything you worked for. GONE. My private life. GONE. I don't know how many times I have to tell you this" you shake out the cushions, still looking for the keys
"I don't care about that" he crossed his arms, "Ok but I do! You can't protect me from the harsh internet"
"I would if you'd LET ME!" His voice boomed throughout the apartment, making you look at him in shock "Stop ignoring my feelings for you when I'm right here!"
"what do you want me to do huh?! Throw away my life just so you could enjoy yours! I can't return these feelings Sehun and I'm so sorry— I just can't" You finally found your keys on the counter
Your words felt like knives in his heart, Yea he knew you wouldn't be able to feel the same way but when you said it out loud it hurt— a lot
His vision blurry as pools of water formed in his eyes. You had already left, without saying a word. Afraid that you would cause more damage if you said anything else.
Maybe not knowing you at all, was better for him.
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