DAY6 • THE TYPE

rant & announcement

hey guys! so i guess this is the 99th chapter? and idk whether or not to start ranting or say the announcement first. But to be honest, the reason why im ranting is because i really have no one to talk to about how i feel right now, like no one really understands me or maybe its just me.. *sighs* i just feel upset and i haven't felt like this in ages like you guys made me so positive and it went on for a while, but these past few days.. i don't know i just feel so worthless lol like i don't know what im doing with ny life. im currently on a 6 week vacation and 4 weeks are coming to an end so quickly. my mum keeps telling me to lose weight or at least get a part-time job. i chose to exercise and im working really hard and seeing results so i feel good about that. But ( oh gosh im tearing up ) you know when you're surrounded by so many people and you just feel so alone, like you're isolated and no one really pays attention to you? that's me right now, and like i feel like no one in my family cares about me and my friends don't know how I've been doing, they're all busy too but im just that one person who's just always waiting and i guess part of the reason why im like this is because i had a lot of time to reflect today, which got me thinking if i should really apply for a job. everyone has been pressuring me, like my friends don't ask how i feel about it or do it even if im scared but that's the thing i don't feel ready yet and im not that desperate, but i just wanna help my family financially so i dont know :((

my announcement is that i will be ending ny 'day6 the type' book at 101 chapters 😭😭 i will miss you guys but i have decided this because i want to start/ publish my fanfics hehe i will ne active till then!!

im sorry once again for the ranting i feel as though half of my book is full of my complaints hahah