I wasn't going to lie, I was really excited to go over to Seungmin's later that day. Honestly, the boy was interesting and I just was beginning to like his personality a lot more. He was cute, giggly... I don't know, I just loved his personality and I always felt really safe with him, unlike when I was at home.
Home was already hell for me, but it was so much worse. I hated even going home and often ending up crashing either in the parking lot of the school or by chance, I would convince Seungmin's mom to let me stay over even though she considered me a bad boy and didn't want me hanging around her precious boy that much.
It's alright though, I expected it. Seungmin's an innocent boy, I'm the very opposite of innocent. I've seen, heard, and done shit that no teenager ever should. And because of the fact that I stopped going over to my parents' house, I was suffering from withdrawals... withdrawals from weed.
If you guys weren't aware, my parents are huge druggies. And they often offer to smoke weed with their teenage son, also known as Hwang Hyunjin, also known as myself. And since I hadn't been visiting the house, the withdrawals were pretty serious now. My temper, if it wasn't bad enough already, is so much worse now, I often get really anxious really quickly which isn't usual for me, I'm restless almost all of the time, and last but not least, I stopped eating.
At first, you couldn't really tell. And then my weight went down drastically and my ribs were beginning to show again, resulting in me having to change my wardrobe to larger pieces of clothing to hide the fact I was losing weight. I didn't want Seungmin to worry about me, he doesn't deserve that and shouldn't have to go through that.
One day, I was over at his house after school. It was a pretty sunny day, everything seemed pretty happy and together, we walked from our own houses and met up at a park and then went to his house, making sure that no one saw us together before meeting back up. You see, people and students thought we hated each other and to be honest, we did. Key word, did. We don't anymore and actually, I really enjoy his company. And I think it's the same with him. But the both of us were afraid of what people would think, so we held the friendship as a secret.
Once we reached, Seungmin's house, we walked in and he smiled brightly as this tiny little white dog bounded up to him, limping slightly.
"Hyunjin, say hi to Hwang," he murmurs and I looked at the scruffy dog who leaned forward in Seungmin's arms to sniff at me. I felt my lips twitch up in a smile and I gingerly reached out and started to pet the dog.
"Wonder who you named that after," I remarked and Seungmin laughed softly, causing my stomach to erupt with butterflies.
"Yeah, I wonder who," he smiles a little at me, staring at me for a little too long. And when he realizes this, he looks away with a very wide blush. I caught the blush, and it made my smile only widen. He really was something else.
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