Seungmin gave me a weird look for a couple of seconds before his cheeks were tinted a slight red color. He looks down at his shoes.
"O-Oh.." he simply stutters and I smile at the antics. It amazes me even today how embarrassed he gets from the smallest of things. Hwang looked at me and whines gently as he glances from Seungmin back to me.
"It's alright," I cooed to the small dog, petting it gently. "He's just very embarrassed," I whisper and the flustered boy becomes even more flustered.
"Stooop! Don't tease me..." he whimpers and for a moment, my dirty mind goes elsewhere. But I blink back those thoughts and shake my head, putting on a smile.
"C'mon, let's get out of here," I say and stand up from Seungmin's bed, causing the once flustered boy to regain his composure and look up at me in confusion.
"Where are we going?" He asks softly, but follows as I go out to put on my shoes, getting his own on.
"Somewhere. I dunno. Let's just get away from reality for a while, yeah?" I say and he only nods, following me like a lost puppy. Hwang attempts to follow, but Seungmin has to tell him to go back inside. Reluctantly, the puppy obeys and sits in the middle of the living room, pouting and looking at us.
Seungmin closed the door behind him and side by side, we just walked. We walked down the street and didn't give a care in the world for anything else in those precious moments, except for each other's' company. It was nice actually, being alone with him, walking through the Fall leaves, hearing them crunching beneath my feet. I feel like I'll never forget the sound of them crunching beneath our shoes, footsteps perfectly in accord.
We ended up at the park, swings barren from children playing. It was just us there, no one else, not a single soul, and that's honestly just how I liked it. I would much rather just be alone with Seungmin, not to initiate anything, if that's what you're thinking, just to be around him.
I led him over to the corner of the park and we sat together on a bench. All of a sudden, a mother and her probably 5-year old child entered. The parent watched as her son played on the swings and slides. And suddenly, I heard Seungmin sigh contently and smile longingly at the child.
"What's that look for?" I asked him and he smiled a little more, shrugging gently at me.
"I just... i just really love kids," he says softly and begins to swing his feet happily as he watched. "What about you?" He turns expectantly to me and I raise a brow.
"..I-I mean... I haven't really... thought about kids," I can already feel the stupid pink blush spreading across my cheeks as he asks this question and I mentally curse myself for being so embarrassed. He nods gently, but is still smiling, which seems to melt my heart just a tiny bit.
Another few minutes go by and he yawns gently, signaling that it's time to go home. I stand up and then look down at him.
"Let's head back, yeah?" I ask to him gingerly and he nods slowly, standing and walking beside me as we head back to the familiar house of his.
Almost the whole way there, Seungmin was leaning on me for support, not that I was particularly complaining. I led him carefully back into the house, his mom glancing up.
"Where've you two been?" she asks and crosses her arms. I look at her and smile gingerly, trying to act a little more innocent than what I am.
"Just to the park, Mrs. Kim," I say respectfully, but she doesn't look convinced. I start to lead Seungmin back to his bedroom, but I'm stopped.
"Ah, Hyunjin... I think now is a good time for you to leave," Mrs. Kim says curtly and I pause, hesitating, but Seungmin spoke up next.
"No, no... it's fine. He's just here to tuck me in," he says quite cutely and I smile a little and we head back again when we hear a scoff from her.
I do end up putting him to sleep, tucking his body into the blankets and sighing.
"Night, Seungmin," I say gently and, as Hwang jumps up on the bed, I smile and pet the fluffy white dog. "Goodnight, Hwang." And then I start to walk away.
"Goodnight, Hyunjin," Seungmin murmurs tiredly from under the covers and I smile a little, walking out, saying my goodbyes to Mrs. Kim, and then heading back home which shouldn't even really be considered a home at this point.
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