The last thing I remember is feeling faint. My head was spinning, I was burning up, my skin was pale. And then I hunched over against the side of the building, sweat covering my body as I convulsed, my vision turning a gradient and then to complete darkness.
When I woke up, I was in a hospital bed. The area smelled of strong alcohol and it made me gag. I tried to sit up, but a male nurse held me down, pushing on my chest,
His black hair was covering his eyes, his ears were larger than normal. He was an interesting character from the start and I glanced up at him as he spoke.
"You'll have to lie back, now," he tells me, continuing to push on my chest as I proceeded to try and get up. "Stay down, sir. You were called into the hospital after being found by a boy... Seungmin, I think. You were passed out and it looks like you're starving," he explains and I began to slightly freak out.
God, Seungmin saw me like that. I was trying so hard to hide these things away from him, the way my stomach was now at a dip, the way my cheeks were hollow. I wore baggier clothes to hide my stomach. It was my own fault for agreeing to smoke weed with them anyhow, it got me addicted and I was deprived of the drug now.
"..where's Seungmin?" I rasped softly, my throat surprisingly sore as I spoke. The nurse looked down at me and sighs gently.
"He went home. The police sent him on his way," he informs me and I shake my head slowly.
"Bring him... call his mom... i need him," I hear myself say and to be honest, it doesn't even sound quite like me. But it's said nonetheless.
"I'll see if I can get ahold of her," the nurse says and begins to walk out, but then looks back and pauses. "Oh! My name is Park Jinyoung, if you need me, just call," he says and then walks out of the way-too-bright hospital room.
I simply wait for his return, looking at the ceiling and wishing I had hidden it a bit better.
The thing was, I wasn't refusing to eat, that wasn't the case. I lost my appetite completely. No desire to eat, I felt there was no need for it. So I stopped almost completely except for when Seungmin would convince me, and even then, I'd eat only a few things.
If it wasn't for him, I'd probably be dead. I was blessed to have him.
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